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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    I should have been a miscarriage. I have no reason to exist.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are letting your mom win when you think like that. Why let her sabotage your life?
    Metalhead
    One of my closest friends chose a codependent relationship with a parasite over keeping in touch with me. That feels like a dagger has been shoved into me and twisted with barb wire and salt.
    Metalhead
    This bourbon tastes divine.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You xan drink, but eventually, you still need to deal with the emotions. Instead of numbing yourself, start acknowledging how you feel?
    Metalhead
    My job is the only place in the world where I am needed. I am disposable to everybody else.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    We don't think you're disposable here on the forum either.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had some marijuana because I want to feel like I don’t give a damn about anything for a while.
    Metalhead
    I just got talked to. I now am expected to stay at the office for 15 minutes more a day than what I usually have been working, to cover the office until 4:30pm exactly. I am the only person who has to show up here five days a week. I am the only person at this office who has a bad commute here and back. And I have not been getting any solid sleep to boot. I want to fall asleep and not wake up for a long while.
    Metalhead
    I am being fitted for a BIPAP on June 6 and I resent that I have to wait that long.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I wish it was sooner for you, but at least you have a day to count down towards now.
    Metalhead
    I want to fall asleep and stay asleep for a solid 8 hours. That is too much for me to ask for apparently.
    tree
    tree
    Sleeping longer than 2 hours in a row would be very novel for me.
    Metalhead
    I just got offered a pair of tickets to see Cradle of Filth in downtown Tacoma this Sunday night, Now to find somebody willing to go with me to this show. Otherwise I'll just go alone and take an Uber home.
    Metalhead
    I feel like I want to fall asleep and stay asleep until I am fully rested. But that won’t happen with 79 disturbances an hour in my sleep. I have felt miserable for far too long.
    IXxTchxXI
    IXxTchxXI
    Have you tried catnip tea? It used to work for me and yes, catnip tea is a thing lol
    Judge
    Judge
    That's how I felt until the middle of this morning. When I went into my bathroom and discovered I forgot to take my nightly meds still sitting on a shelf in my medicine cabinet. #@!^&*$@
    oregano
    oregano
    I have devised a system to let me know when I've taken the right meds at the right time. I can't explain it fully here, but it relies on a visible shelf of bottles and the specific positioning of said med bottles.
    Metalhead
    I spent most of last weekend gaming. No regrets, it was fun.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Living life on your terms. Why not? The grind is obnoxiously blah. Do you, you are a productive person, your time off is your business.
    Metalhead
    I just got catfish and chips for lunch. The whole office ordered fish and chips for lunch today. We had a pleasant time eating together for half an hour.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I thought l read goldfish and chips, l thought omg, the start of a evil horror movie,. Lol
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Nope, we are not eating any goldfish at this office. Everybody else here ordered the halibut, though.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    It wouldn't be unusual for Americans to eat Goldfish (the crackers / biscuits) and chips (crisps) as a snack.
    Metalhead
    I support mandatory vacations. Anybody who refuses should be FORCED!
    Outdated
    Outdated
    That happens here. We get 20 days paid holiday every year by law and you are obliged to take them. Your employer is not allowed to pay you out for them and they face hefty fines if you don't use them so they make you take the time off. In addition to that we also get 10 paid sick days a year.
    Judge
    Judge
    Given the nature of my job at one point, vacation was lethal given the backlog of work waiting for me on my desk. Literally piles and piles of files. In a department where no one would take up the slack of anyone else, unless they were terminated.

    And trying to catch up usually undid all the rest of any vacation.

    Though when I finally quit, I got to ca$h in on ALL my untaken vacation days. :cool:
    Metalhead
    Screw sleep apnea with a rusty barbed wire wrapped flaming chainsaw. That is how much I hate sleep apnea right now.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could wake up in the morning feeling refreshed and ready to tackle the day. I wish I could breathe while I sleep.
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