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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Metal health will drive you mad! 47 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I feel like I want to fall asleep and stay asleep until I am fully rested. But that won’t happen with 79 disturbances an hour in my sleep. I have felt miserable for far too long.
    tamalito
    tamalito
    Have you tried catnip tea? It used to work for me and yes, catnip tea is a thing lol
    Judge
    Judge
    That's how I felt until the middle of this morning. When I went into my bathroom and discovered I forgot to take my nightly meds still sitting on a shelf in my medicine cabinet. #@!^&*$@
    oregano
    oregano
    I have devised a system to let me know when I've taken the right meds at the right time. I can't explain it fully here, but it relies on a visible shelf of bottles and the specific positioning of said med bottles.
    Metalhead
    I spent most of last weekend gaming. No regrets, it was fun.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Living life on your terms. Why not? The grind is obnoxiously blah. Do you, you are a productive person, your time off is your business.
    Metalhead
    I just got catfish and chips for lunch. The whole office ordered fish and chips for lunch today. We had a pleasant time eating together for half an hour.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I thought l read goldfish and chips, l thought omg, the start of a evil horror movie,. Lol
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Nope, we are not eating any goldfish at this office. Everybody else here ordered the halibut, though.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    It wouldn't be unusual for Americans to eat Goldfish (the crackers / biscuits) and chips (crisps) as a snack.
    Metalhead
    I support mandatory vacations. Anybody who refuses should be FORCED!
    Outdated
    Outdated
    That happens here. We get 20 days paid holiday every year by law and you are obliged to take them. Your employer is not allowed to pay you out for them and they face hefty fines if you don't use them so they make you take the time off. In addition to that we also get 10 paid sick days a year.
    Judge
    Judge
    Given the nature of my job at one point, vacation was lethal given the backlog of work waiting for me on my desk. Literally piles and piles of files. In a department where no one would take up the slack of anyone else, unless they were terminated.

    And trying to catch up usually undid all the rest of any vacation.

    Though when I finally quit, I got to ca$h in on ALL my untaken vacation days. :cool:
    Metalhead
    Screw sleep apnea with a rusty barbed wire wrapped flaming chainsaw. That is how much I hate sleep apnea right now.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could wake up in the morning feeling refreshed and ready to tackle the day. I wish I could breathe while I sleep.
    Metalhead
    I am looking forward to payday on Wednesday. I plan on buying myself some fish and chips for lunch that day.
    Metalhead
    I made a mistake on my Instacart order. I thought I ordered Diet Mountain Dew Baja Blast. I got the full sugar stuff instead.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I threw out a huge pack of soft drinks, l grabbed the sugar version.
    Metalhead
    Binge watching TV series. Taking a walk between every other episode. Drinking water and munching on celery. Writing reviews of TV seasons now.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I drink water myself most of the day and also like to take walks. I never liked celery though. I try to limit TV shows to 2 episodes in a day or full length films to only 1 show in a day.
    Metalhead
    I wish scientists would come up with a cure for depression. Just one pill to balance the chemicals for the rest of my life. Come on, scientists, figure something out! You’ll win the Nobel Prize if you figure this out if the other pharmaceutical companies do not assassinate you first!
    Metalhead
    My review website is back under construction. A friend is building it for me and charging me a friend price. It will include sections for anime and TV season reviews, as well as movies. Expect it in a couple of months.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    This is very positive. Glad you are taking an interest and looking towards the future.
    oregano
    oregano
    You could try making videos of yourself reviewing movies and put the reviews on Youtube. A few people get a little money from monetizing review videos.
    Metalhead
    I have to accept that NOBODY in my blood family will ever take me seriously as a human being. And I admit that is extremely painful facing up to that fact and shedding all illusions.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I totally agree, l am in that exact position. I left my delusional thoughts that they ever cared, and that actually freed me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But l still would invite you to a pity party why we were assigned such shxxty mothers and fathers.
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