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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Yesterday was a flop looking for food and money. I feel so guilty that I just ended up letting me and my mother go hungry yesterday but everybody I asked for money or food just told me no. I guess all I can do now is either wait for our next check to come or wait for somebody we know to give us some money.
    UberScout
    Saw my ex girlfriend at the Extended Stay the other day. Wasn't even mad she was holding hands with another guy, in fact once I got back to the room that day, first thing I said to my mother when I told her was "haha, good luck, buddy, I'll time ya if you want me to!!"

    ....I'm not gonna lie though, it was fun to have someone to "play with" *winkwink* 😝 Actually really miss that...
    UberScout
    We are officially on our way to another hotel room! An old friend of my mother's who used to work with her at Eckerds when I was little just CashApped us $200!!
    UberScout
    Was on a roguelike binge last night on my phone and I was in the mood for a zombie setting so I played Cataclysm DDA, and now for no reason I am inspired to get back into Bushcraft again.
    UberScout
    Well, this is certainly a rougher ride than most. SA can't actually pay the 2 weeks on the room until Monday because the director lady that helped us previously apparently had some kind of emergency and now we're sitting out here while my mother has irons in the fire trying to figure things out. Waiting on some friends to respond. Somebody help me manifest success here, I'm too burnt out from this mornings panic attc
    UberScout
    guys
    The sound of rushing water
    Played backwards
    IS STILL JUST THE SOUND OF RUSHING WATER
    HOW DOES THAT EVEN
    UberScout
    Well, since our car finally gave out on us a month ago we have been in and out of hotel rooms trying to stay out of the weather. According to my mother we are almost at the "finish line" as she puts it, I heard we are supposed to be getting an apartment soon. Please pray for me and my folks that we don't have to be in the rain today.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Wishing and hoping that you all have a warm and dry place today.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Well, it rained cats and dogs here. Freezing cold came with it and begging at gas stations was about as profitable as playing tic tac toe against a cockroach. Thankfully I have heard the mention of an Uber to a local motel where a new friend may let us rest for the night
    UberScout
    UberScout
    So get this: didnt make a lot of money asking at the gas stations today but instead of cash somebody gave us a FREAKING HOTEL ROOM!! Guy just gave me the room key!! It's good until tomorrow morning, so at least we can get some sleep and not have to be out in the open.
    UberScout
    SHE'LL MAKE YOU TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF AND GO DANCIN IN THE RAIN
    SHE'LL MAKE YOU LIVE HER CRAZY LIFE
    BUT SHE'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR PAIN
    LIKE A BULLET TO YOUR BRAAAAAAIN
    COME ON
    UberScout
    The Escapists 2 on my phone

    Me: *places a roll of duct tape in another prisoner cell*
    Guard: Move away, UberScout!
    Me: *goes back in*
    Guard: You have a wonderful day sir
    UberScout
    New friend came over and after hearing about one of my autistic moments today (Walmart was packed) he had went out and got a $54 sativa vape. Okay then I guess lol. Cool guy. Really good stuff, helping me out greatly, my legs feel like they're made of paper.



    Wait, not anymore.
    UberScout
    and all the people say
    YOU CAN'T WAKE UP
    THIS IS NOT A DREAM
    YOU'RE PART OF A MACHINE
    YOU ARE NOT A HUMAN BEING
    WITH YOUR FACE ALL LIT UP
    LIVIN' ON A SCREEN
    LOW ON SELF ESTEEM
    SO YOU RUN ON GASOLINE

    Why do I keep thinking of this...?
    UberScout
    Once again I decided to give up on happiness. When my own stepfather uses his schizophrenia as an excuse to bully me into acting right and boots me out of our hotel room for the day or longer, and even my mother or sister won't take my side or stand up to him in my own defense, there's not much point in even thinking about happy things because whatever happiness I do get won't last long enough to appreciate.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I think I'm just better off continuing to smoke until it kills me and I stop suffering.
    Misery
    Misery
    Is there nothing you can do to get away from him? From everything you say, it sounds like he is the real source of your troubles. And it doesnt sound like he's going to change his ways.
    oregano
    oregano
    It's either that or homelessness for him from what I gather, and he's already been homeless for a while and he nearly committed suicide from the stress. A really nasty situation.
    UberScout
    Wake up at 12:20 ish, about to pack up and leave the room. Get to car, stepdad accidentally locked keys inside last night, got them back, suddenly phone makes dingdong sound, Mom got paid (our other check). Another night at same NOICE hotel. I love spontaneous blessings.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    But I really wish my stepdad would CHILL OUT FROM THE COFFEE
    UberScout
    Whoo!! Mom got paid today, I got a sleek new REVVL 7 android phone, and we got a NOICE room at a NOICE hotel, Home2 Suites By Hilton!! Pics in a minute
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