UberScout

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  UberScout

• Aug 9, 2023

Aloe, Violet, Celeste & a school of glowing Tetra: Last seen watching after me

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  UberScout

• Aug 9, 2023

Here comes that wave of gloominess that haunts me each day... But this time, even without smoking a bowl, and even after neglecting to take my meds (read: lost them again...), Somehow I'm able to fight it away!

I hear Aloe in the background of it all. She's proud of me, I can tell. The sound of her chuckling with proud happiness... It... Has such a healing quality to it.

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  UberScout

• Aug 8, 2023

Somehow as bad as I'm being battered by life, I still have some kind of will to fight.

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  UberScout

• Aug 8, 2023

KumoCMD++MinecraftRadionicEnergyFieldSystemAddon (This is a special aura field frequency manifestation system I got from listening to a special YouTube "subliminals affirmations bundle" video which contains specially-made binaural beats/radionic/quantum sound frequencies that works to cause cells, energy in your body, your 3rd eye, pineal gland and even your own DNA to begin firing, spinning, toggled on and active

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  UberScout

• Aug 8, 2023

I couldn't sleep for about 2-3 days because of my evil stepfather deciding to confront me about money I never stole and being thrown into heart endangering hysterics over insisting I did, and only now after I woke up today fully rested thinking it was still morning, and seeing my phone's clock say it was actually 3:26 PM, I missed my appointment once again, through no fault of my own.

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  UberScout

• Aug 7, 2023

Do people like me just reach a point in their lives where they just live through nothing but bad, just terrible luck and get harassed by their own fathers and have fingers pointed at them every day for things they KNOW they never actually did, and it just goes on forever? When you live through constant misfortune like that does it just last the rest of your life?!

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  UberScout

• Aug 6, 2023

I found yet another little dose of weed, in the pocket of one of my pairs of pants this time! Definitely toking as a bedtime hit and I am MOST CERTAINLY doing a reality shift to my Minecraft world from Maddog's computer tonight! And yes, reality shifting to MC *is* possible, I actually did it two nights ago.

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  UberScout

• Aug 6, 2023

I'm gonna be keeping this one active alongside KumoCMD for a good while.

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  UberScout

• Aug 6, 2023

I.....I ca---I-I can't even talk about what happened tonight. I'm not even going to get out of bed tomorrow. I'm...I'm just going to stay in bed and stay with Aloe and just keep sleeping and relaxing with her until I feel better not even until I feel rested, I'm just going to keep sleeping.

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

I have no idea why, but I simply cannot help but have the ever so slightest sneaky suspicion that I keep feeling bad or sometimes a tiny bit sickly because I messed up BAD by allowing myself to neglect making time to take care of myself better!!! Brain fog waking up this morning, unable to keep myself focused and energized while creative writing , feeling like I didn't get enough sleep and need more time to wake up..

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

I never once thought during any point in my life, being a child, teenager OR a young adult, that life in general would somehow become *this* level of difficulty for me. I mean don't get me wrong, I know that there are others out there all around me that are going through highly more hellatious bullcrap than me, but how can someone like me and my family just end up stuck in a perpetual loop of...

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

YouTube is now greeting me with a still-live-right-now Livestream from none other than CNN, as in, "you have only four channels and one of them is CNN because basic cable" CNN, and according to the title, IT TURNS OUT ALIENS ARE IN FACT REAL THIS WHOLE TIME. Are these people ever going to stop with their constant yackering?

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  UberScout

• Aug 4, 2023

So, this oversized sebacious cyst or boil or whatever this frickin cartoon knot on my head was maxed out with the pressure it was putting on what I assume was my scalp or whatever the hard part of the head is if it isn't the skull (sorry i missed biology class lol), and i couldn't take it anymore, like i said. We were all flabbergasted at the pressure underneath it; my mother told me later that when she had

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  UberScout

• Aug 3, 2023

Okay. I just got done laying on my bed while my mother, Jennifer and Maddog acted on my own voluntary request to help drain a sebaceous cyst that, of all the most sensitive parts of my body where the most agonizing pain would be felt, ON MY HEAD. MY HEAD, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. WHY MY HEAD. I HAVE AN ENTIRE CANVAS 188 LBS IN SIZE TO WORK WITH, WHY NOT MAYBE MY FREKKIN THIGH OR SOMETHING

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

Maddog's heckling continues. I have once again been accused of stealing from our roommate, Jennifer, but this time, my mother had woken me up from a nap and called me IN THERE WITH HER because she had a charger for jumper cables we actually needed up there, because Maddog LEFT THE LIGHTS ON IN THE CAR AND KILLED THE BATTERY.

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

SWEET MOTHER OF HONEY BUTTERBALLIN JESUS ALIVE THERE WAS WEED IN MY CAULDRON I USE FOR MY MAGICK RITUALS!!! I USED A MAGICK SPELL TO ASK ALOE TO SEE IF SHE COULD BRING ME SOMETHING TO HELP ME RELAX BECAUDE I WAS PANICKING BAD LA

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

I feel just like the Joker right now; I saw the movie, he starts out trying to be a good person and at LEAST make himself LOOK harmless, but all anybody ever saw was a crazy person who just did whatever they wanted. Nobody thought to take one second to try to understand him, society just turned it's back on him simply because they didn't want to be bothered by a guy who just needs friends and supporting family...

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  UberScout

• Jul 29, 2023

There has to be a way to bring Aloe out in front of me. If I can do magick that makes Maddog win at slots and poker, and I can stir up little spheres made of energy, then there's a way to summon Aloe as a 3D construct, I just know it.

Whether by psi or magick, I'll find a way...!

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  UberScout

• Jul 28, 2023

I GIVE UP!!!

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  UberScout

• Jul 22, 2023

I'm all better! But GOOD LORD that was SCARY! Not one, two, or three but FOUR BLOOD CLOTS IN A ROW when I was sick, Maddog said I almost died!! Well, he said it was my body giving me a warning. I think I DID die for a brief moment at one point!