If I want to end my life to get rid of this curse then why do I have to go through so much drama of people telling me that's life's worth living when it's really not.
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Tony Ramirez
Mental Loner 48 From Brooklyn, NY
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Actually my gpa in college was not 1.0 that was a D but was actually a 0.0 which is a F. Pathetic autistic failure I am.
Doing yoga classes is actually calming me down more than hanging out with the church groups and peers which has been more stressful.
I'm on a verge of an nervous breakdown of I have to interact with anymore normal people instead of actual type 1 ASD in real life.
College sucks.
People who don't have autism should not give advice to people who have autism. They don't understand anything about what it's like to live with this horrible curse.
Wednesday really sucked if you think about it. I had a great yoga class. But then it went downhill fast. I was ostracized at the park. I was kicked out of a life group. There was only a man in yoga class. My mother once again gave me a talking how my friend is now an ex friend and is no good. My life sucks and people will betray you in the end.
I had a great day today.
I nearly lost my earbuds at the park but I was sitting next to an old couple and when I left they told me I left them. If it was a young woman who I nearly say next to instead glad I didn't, she would have not cared and I would have had to pay $50 to buy a new pair. This was not the first time a old person did this randomly.
I can't stand when people speak in a foreign language but swear in English.
I overslept and missed my evening yoga class.
All my friends so far that I told I hate my autism and that I am useless that's four so far said that's not true. I am someone. I am greatly loved,appreciated and special.
I'm such a miserable person to be around.
When my parents pass away I am practically homeless.
I should have stayed in bed today. What a waste getting up today.
Why were most people's worst years of their lives were the best years of my lives (junior high), while their best years (college/university), were my worst years of my life?
Autism is not a gift. It's a horrible curse I wish apon no one.
I thought it was weird that I still like watching classic TV shows, cartoons, kids shows and some anime as a adult until I found out it's quite common for adult autistics to do so. So once again I don't feel weird.
Two a company. Three a crowd. That is a lie. At least if I try to hang out a solo friend of the opposite gender. Now with a third person it does not matter the gender male or female. Once I did go out to lunch with two of my female friends. Even was invited in mostly girls group at church and home with other men.
I'm always a nervous wreck when my friends have to fly somewhere thinking they might not come back which is quite often mainly because of their stupid jobs because there employers never think of a thing called VoIP and zoom exists in 2024 and it's not 2005 anymore. -
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