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Metalhead

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  • My closest local friend will be unavailable to hang with me most of next month because his mother in law is getting a kidney transplant today. I get that taking care of her is a priority, but I sure will miss hanging with him in the meanwhile.
    Time for me to work on building myself up. The urge to wallow is strong but it has gotten me nowhere. The echolalia is not going to leave on its own. I have to work to shut it up.
    I am seriously considering quitting my PT job today. Instead, I am going to talk to my doctor about a possible meds change.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Good luck. I gave myself a target date to quit a job. That allowed me to get emotionally ready to take that step. It was like two months marked on my calendar.
    Hey, yesterday was pretty rough for you. I hope you are feeling better today. I have a lot of anger for something l was subjected to for years. It took me a longtime to understand holding on to anger just kills you in the end. So l just work on releasing the hurt, anger, and understand that there are incredibly horrid people out there. But they can't control us.
    Bloody hell. So much anger within me that never ends unless I distract myself. So much justified anger. Some people in my family deserve to die.
    I resent the fact that when I was a child, my parents forced the message onto me that personal and sexual boundaries were forbidden for me. So much hate in my heart over that.
    My brain has been stuck on obscene obsessive resentful echolalia mode for the last three decades, and I want it to stop. right. now.
    I woke up and started vomiting, and I am running a temp of 100.7, so my boss told me to take a sick day today.
    tree
    tree
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    My temp is still high and I just vomited a few more times a couple of minutes ago.
    tree
    tree
    Haven't broke a sweat yet, sounds like.

    Puking is easier if you have something like peppermint tea. (non caffeinated)
    Or catnip tea.
    I feel like going to a Thai restaurant and ordering their sweet chili chicken, then mixing it with a generous serving of white rice and digging in.
    Jonn
    Jonn
    Yum...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Thai flavors are so heavenly. Thai basil is one of my favorite herbs. And l do like lemongrass.
    There is a fire going on somewhere near my office building. My office building is not on fire, but I smell smoke around my front desk.
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