Something in my life has to change ASAP. I am feeling trapped and I would rather self-destruct than stay still where I have been for a while. Not quite suicidal, though - I would rather take more helpful action than to do that.
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One of my 4TB external drives just died an undignified death. I lost 4TB of anime just now.
I went from massive fury into passing out tonight, but at least I was able to keep a calm outward appearance when I was offline.
Weekend is beginning. I will start with a cup of peppermint tea and a short nap when I get home. Then a trip to the sauna at the gym.
Starting to feel like Tool’s Sober should be my personal anthem. That is how much today sucks for me.
I have to walk a couple of blocks to a different bus stop. Some dude is getting arrested at the bus stop across the street from my office right this second.
Listening to Yes on vinyl. Close to the Edge. Their best album. I love having a soundproofed house, I can blast this mofo.
I love that I have a Keurig at home, and I also love that my place of employment has a Keurig in its break room. Nearly instant black coffee that does not taste horrible. What's not to love about that?
I find myself exhausted yet dragging myself to the bus stop to go to my job anyway. June is too far away.
Insomnia attacks me again.
Oddly enough, I think the fact that I did not get drunk kept things sane tonight.
Why do I seem to attract the insecure bi curious types who just want some fun on the down low with no standards attached? I get their insecurities, that does not mean I have to deal with them.
I made it to the pizza place for my date, but my date just called and apologized. He was asked to work overtime tonight. Heh.
- I plan on going to the movies this weekend to watch this, even if it was edited to get an R rating.
Gout sucks. That is how my morning went.
I feel like drinking a can of Monster, but all that caffeine can't be good if I am trying to reduce my resting heart rate.
Someone from my extended family donated to me a treadmill I can keep in the corner of my living room when I am not using, and pull out and watch movies while jogging when I am using it. I need to send him a thank you card.
I feel like having a virgin margarita and some enchiladas. So I am making those for myself tonight.
I need some tacos for dinner.
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