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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    I'd ask you guys if you'd want to role-playing a tabletop rpg over the net with me (Cause I know I'm always talking about it :P ) but the only thing really holding me back from it is time; during the day I spend lots of my time helping around the house, mainly with Maddog; he's been getting a LOT better since That Time We Shall Never Speak Of AKA "The Really, Really Dark Ages" but I still have to help him with
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    So I am now in a weirdly out-of-nowhere Star Wars phase; mum let me grab Knights of the Old Republic off the Play Store (only $9.99!) And on par with my role-playing urges, I decided to make a character for Star Wars RPG. Well, specifically Edge of the Galaxy, but it was the only PDF of the core rules I could find that didn't ask me to do a stupid survey first.
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    Hi everyone! Don't worry I'm still alive, I've just been busy having THE MOST AWESOME SMALL CHRISTMAS EVER!! I only got a few things but uh... having a new phone and a Kirby plush and a NEW PHONE that isn't a piece a crap for once has GOT to be the best day of my life!! AND I had some of the BEST CHRISTMAS WEED!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Happy Holidays. This year seemed to be a better year for you.
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    Well... THIS part of the year maybe. Still not without chaotic energy around the house not but a day after Christmas, but I'm actually mostly healed of my psychotic depression (read: %96 healed, so still a ways to go.)
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    Why is Cypress Hill's "Insane in The Brain" the only song I feel like I can actually not breakdance flawlessly on a DanceDance Revolution pad but finish said song with an SS Rank by doing so? Also why does it give me the urge to film a music video for it in Garry's Mod?
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    I FOUND ANOTHER ONE OF MY DELTA 8 VAPE PENS! AND IT WAS HALFWAY FULL! I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBER IT NOT HAVING ANYTHING IN IT!! IT TURNS OUT THE BATTERY WAS JUST DEAD IT'S STILL CHARGING!! I know i'm overjoyed about getting high but when you're as severe a case of autism as I am you'll do ANYTHING to stop feeling like crap!
    Aspychata
    Deleted this number. It was weird. Some of the things said to me. Too strange. I haven't talked to this individual for about 20+ years. So the tangent they went off on was bizarre.
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    And my tarot cards were RIGHT THERE the other day telling me "good friends" in the Present and a warning about evil people coming out of nowhere! Glad you're okay, chata!

    I noticed you and i have been talking a lot. I like that though! You're fun to chat with :P could it be possible the universe wants you and i to stay in touch? :D
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    First thing i just open my eyes and Maddog and my mother are arguing over.... Get this.... Being allowed to use my sister's computer because it can run his Total War and Civilization games but mine can't... So i've spent the whole morning bringing it back and forth upstairs and downstairs. Kill me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Geeze Louise. Parents.
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    Seems like these arguments last forever when they happen but damn if they don't blow over quick.
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secret #2: Lengthy explanations to your fam not hitting right when you're catching your breath after a heavy chore? Try short, one-word-at-a-time phrases containing common wordplay understood by the family; eg. "My legs are wobbly from lifting" into "Heavy make legs break". Yeah, it's caveman-like, but you're listening to your body, not Language Arts class!
    UberScout
    Real Life Hidden Secrets #1: Journal getting too cramped with lengthy entries? If you don't have time to save your game the long way, write the date and next to that, a 0/10 rating of anxiety scale.
    UberScout
    ...just took a leftover of one of my ADHD meds i didn't know i had (read: sometimes i store a couple in a little tiny drawer on my desk for in case i need to stay up for something. I live in a bad neighborhood and sometimes we have scares, so Maddog will have someone stay up to make sure no nighttime robberies happen. You gotta remember he was in the military.)
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    Bored and desperate to play a new Quake 1 mod i got but Maddog is asleep downstairs and for whatever reason wants my computer downstairs... Guess i'm playing Ultima 4 on my DOSBox upstairs. No biggie though, I LOVE that game! Also I just took a leftover of my ADHD medication I didn't know i had (cont.)
    UberScout
    I think i know what one of my problems is: psychotic depression. Lots of things in life have NOT been kind to me and my family; in fact life has been very cruel to us in the past. I think the above combined with PTSD is what I'm struggling with... It's the only explanation i can think of.
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    Me: Last seen watching TF2 Air 2 and pretending life is a Gmod machinima because i'm THAT bored
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    I'm using my delta vape to help me sleep now (don't worry i did a small hit) and i noticed it's making my dreams more inmersive.
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    Let's just say Maddog can smell really well.
    tree
    tree
    So?
    What happens if he smells it?

    He comes and breaks your crayons?
    Or what?
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    No, he doesn't break anything. Just gets jealous that somrbody else has some THC for a second. He starts playing Civilization and immediatrly forgets. Still i try to avoid it.
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