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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Oh cool! Maddog and my buddy Stick let me smoke with them. Medical grade this time! Oh, I feel like Aloe's swimming circles around me...
    UberScout
    Been doing a loooot of writing exercises and some of my own writing prompts. Too long to manually type out here, so I'll just snap pics later and post them. Look forward to it!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Great to hear you are developing some passions here.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I just got to thinking how many times I got a "serious" video game project started and I would add a few things to it but it would stay vaporware for years at a time. I just decided, if I'm gonna keep stopping game project I may as well make peace with the fact that maybe I'm not meant to be a game developer; my creativity really starts flowing when I write something, so why not start seeing what I can do with a pen?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are in a self-discovery stage which may last all your life. It's a bit of work trying to discover what we like to do.
    UberScout
    Listening to some ASMR of -- you guessed it -- 30s noir detective office. It's strangely relaxing. Closely hugging this bundle of blankets I have with my weighted blanket over me might also be a contributing factor while I'm imagining a new part of the Oasis that seems to replicate everything abou--*thud, snoring*
    UberScout
    After many years, I have finally discovered what my TRUE talent is! I am not on this Earth to create video games... I am here to be a writer! I realize now! I can never create a full length indie game because i'm only meant to be good at PLAYING them, not making them, but that's okay! I'm not saddened by that at all, and I DO feel like I'm better at writing! It just feels so....WRITE! Hehe...
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    Duna
    You could start with writing the script for a video game. Or even better - write the story and then try to convert it into a video game.
    I'm writing a series of related stories, novels... But I also have some episodes in between that are scripted (like for TV) and if I were any good at drawing believe me I would do storyboards as well.
    D
    Duna
    Don't restrict yourself to a medium, experiment and have fun, and you will learn a lot before your story is finished.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    No video games here, i'm goin for a self-published book.
    UberScout
    New Tabletop Roleplay character: Tanner Guile, 1930s Private Eye concept, Savage Worlds
    UberScout
    Cryptography....
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    It's more secure during *certain* days, and it saves time not having to include a decryption key.
    tree
    tree
    Do you use this in order to communicate with other people?
    Or mostly to hide things from other people?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Actually both, when either case becomes necessary to do so for such a reason. Mostly it's to hide things from Maddog when he's in a manic phase, where his suspicions are at their highest. Strangely enough, he seems to only be able to decrypt them on sight(!) when he's not manic, and during being manic the only thing he'd recognize about it is which cipher I'm using, not what it's hiding....
    UberScout
    Horrible energy for two weeks straight... Been awake this whole time... I...
    tree
    tree
    Which whole time?
    UberScout
    The UberScout you are all rooting for? He's a GOLDEN BOY NOW!! Do your worst, Maddog's crazy side, I got two packs of bubblegum and a whole can of whOOOOAAAh, whoa Nelly! Forgot I had my foot on the gas there... Hehe...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Whoa- hey sounds good.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Oop, hang on, restroom. (sound of bathroom door, painfully shouted profanities, a sudden gasp of bewildered shock, followed by a blinding bluish-green light pouring into view through spaces underneath and incessant screaming so loud it somehow reverberates through asphalt into connected mechanisms underneath)
    UberScout
    Guys... Don't freak out, everything's okay, I'm fine. But, today was a very critically challenging day, not for me this time but for Maddog believe it or not. He had to come down from a state of mind so mortally terrible in description that I'm not even going to say what happened here. But, there was a bright side tonight while I was working through the panic... I had my Kundalini Awakening tonight!!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Alright. You know it gets weird with him.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    No, see, "weird" would mean he played Earthbound on my SNES emulator for the first time ever and reacted to no more than *two* things normally: a turn-based encounter with a ruler-wielding hippie and carrying around a dozen ketchup packets in his inventory.
    UberScout
    I am okay everyone I am alive. Do not pay attention to my last status, I just discovered that a disc kn my vertebrae is pushing on a nerve. The pain is lile nothing I've ever known, I wouldn't wish this on even Maddog.
    tree
    tree
    I don't know if you're aware of the effect your remarks sometimes make on other people.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Get well soon. And go to a chiropractor- they work miracles. There's this hug thing they do where they lift you up and your spine goes "POP!" It's a wonderful feeling to have a healthy spine.
    Markness
    Please still be among the living.
    L
    Luca
    I second this. I hope you’re still here.
    Jordy
    Jordy
    Its sad how we all know how he is being abused by that maddog guy but can't do anything about it.
    UberScout
    If you guys don't see me on here after 3 days to maybe four weeks, it means I have made sure that all forms of pain have stopped for me completely.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Go to the emergency room. Do not pass Go, do not collect $200, do not debate this, just go.
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