• Feeling isolated? You're not alone.

    Join 20,000+ people who understand exactly how your day went. Whether you're newly diagnosed, self-identified, or supporting someone you love – this is a space where you don't have to explain yourself.

    Join the Conversation → It's free, anonymous, and supportive.

    As a member, you'll get:

    • A community that actually gets it – no judgment, no explanations needed
    • Private forums for sensitive topics (hidden from search engines)
    • Real-time chat with others who share your experiences
    • Your own blog to document your journey

    You've found your people. Create your free account

UberScout

UberScout

V.I.P Member
Please Don't Be Mad At Me 02/09/1996 29
Joined
Last seen
Messages
1,420
Media
28
Blogs
2
Blog entries
2
Reactions
3,844
Points
313

Profile posts Latest activity Postings Blogs Blog entries Media Albums About

  • UberScout
    Working. I need to know if anybody knows something more intensive. Hypnosis files via Youtube work pretty well, but they aren't enough some
    UberScout
    Somebody on here, anybody. I need your help. My anxiety had maxed out and Maddog is up to *here* with it. Traditional methods are not
    L
    Luca
    Sometimes when traditional methods for dealing with anxiety aren’t working for me, I just need to leave the situation and get a change of scenery. Preferably while listening to music. Try going outside and walking around the block, or run if you want. You don’t need a particular destination, just make sure you’re safe.
    UberScout
    I'LL SHOW THEM ALL!!
    tree
    tree
    It would show them nothing at all, I believe. Nothing that you wish it would.
    Kirsty
    Kirsty
    If you can, just move away and start a family of your own then cut them out of your life.
    UberScout
    AND I'LL FINALLY SHOW EVERYBODY IN MY FAMILY WHAT TRUE DESPAIR LOOKS LIKE, SO THEY CAN FINALLY UNDERSTAND!
    tree
    tree
    Unlikely that's what they'd take away from the incident.
    UberScout
    None of it will matter anymore, and I will never have to complain or be upset about anything again! No more bad luck! No more panicking!
    UberScout
    All that anger, all this hatred for everything that won't leave my life, all this despair and pain....It won't matter anymore tomorrow!!
    UberScout
    God... I have never wanted to die so badly before. This feeling is so utterly new to me, I almost can't comprehend it.
    tree
    tree
    Actually, what I've noticed is that your feelings seem to come as a constant surprise to you.
    UberScout
    Hang in there.... And in 24 more hours I can finally say goodbye to this perpetual hell I'm in.
    tree
    tree
    Yep. You could, theoretically, move out.
    UberScout
    Maddog is drinking, my mother is crying at it, morale is once again compromised. Day 2 of 3. All i have to do is hang in there.
    tree
    tree
    Offing yourself is not exactly the most imaginative solution. And a scheduled suicide is not 'hanging in there.'
    UberScout
    Either I've officially gone crazy or I've somehow learned how to subconsciously transmute negativity into positivity...!
    tree
    tree
    Attaining skill at maintaining equilibrium doesn't mean craziness at all.
    L
    Luca
    I’ve been working on it too, Uberscout! Definitely not crazy! :) I’m so happy you’re finding some positivity :)
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    That's called sanity and keeping an even keel. Glad to hear it.
    UberScout
    It is the strangest thing, but i seem to have woken up feeling no negative emotions at all...
    L
    Luca
    That’s great news! I hope you have a better day! :)
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    That's what I've been told is a normal way to wake up. Try keeping that trend going! It feels great!
    UberScout
    Once again my body is feeling empty and hollow, and this time, it's actually painful... Pain... Nothing but....hurting...
    UberScout
    I am now %100 certain that I will truly never be happy in life. I am now back where I started last night with my critical depression.
    UberScout
    That's it. I'm now officially done. That was all the sign I needed to let me know my life is never going to change for the better.
    View previous comments…
    UberScout
    UberScout
    S-somebody take this horrible feeling out of me... Please...
    L
    Luca
    You can message me if you need to talk about it… other than that I think you need to tell someone who can do something to help you in person.
    tree
    tree
    I think for change to occur, there'd have to be some changes.....
    UberScout
    Just when I thought I would finally find contentment again, Maddog pawns every electronic in the house... FOR CIGARETTE MONEY. C
    tree
    tree
    Why does that come as a surprise?
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
Top Bottom