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Recent content by lostinlife

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    I don't think I can live anymore

    bro you have your own views and I have mine. A person makes has different views about life and people depending on what kind of life they lived. Perhaps you lived a life where you experienced kindness and help and it made you have the belief that this world is a good place and people are...
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    I don't think I can live anymore

    believe what you want. I can't change your views. and thanks for calling me delusional. you clearly haven't experienced what painful memories people can leave you with.
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    I don't think I can live anymore

    of course people will help others but they are so few in number and so useless that they might as well not be counted. Many people are dying every day due to poverty, many including me don't find work and suffer their whole lives trying to make ends meet. No one helps them. Of course I won't be...
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    I don't think I can live anymore

    there is nothing good, only bad things keep happening. I feel angry at the world for taking away everything from me. I mean what am I supposed to to do? I must be the biggest loser in history. I don't get how people got satisfaction by bullying me and hurting my feelings. Humans are nothing but...
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    I don't think I can live anymore

    This world is a horrible place for the unfortunate. Everyone wants to hurt you and no one cares about you. I am severely autistic and I was bullied by almost everyone who came to know me longer than a few days. Almost everyone in school, including the teachers mentally tortured me for being...
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    Help me make a decision

    I appreciate your advice, your words make sense. But I am in a position where I am unable to do anything at all. To progress in any aspect of my life I need a big boost in my social skills but that isn't happening. My dad is in a bad condition, he is sick with multiple diseases and I am...
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    Help me make a decision

    My bad social skills prevent me from getting enough knowledge about the system. I don't know any place where they help people like me. I basically have no idea about the outside world. Tried to do some research online but no luck. You might have a hard time believing this but it's true. That's...
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    Help me make a decision

    But the pain I feel when I see my bullies live a better life than me is unbearable. One of my bullies who called me shorty all the time, is now around 6'4", very popular and has already immigrated to usa with a software engineering degree. He is making mega money now while I am drowning in...
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    Help me make a decision

    Thanks for the kind words. I see how I am playing the game of life in a difficult mode. But that doesn't mean anything. I am not handling my situation well because I am still failing. It will mean something only if I somehow able to reach my unrealistic goals. I need to win something. But I...
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    Help me make a decision

    Thanks for taking the time to write all that. It means a lot. Unfortunately I am from a third world country. Here engineers don't get paid 50k right after graduating. I wish I could immigrate to a country with a better economy but everything is holding me back. It's a very complicated process...
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    Help me make a decision

    I watch tv shows and movies. I also read lots of fanfiction. I was heavily into gaming but a few months back I have lost the interest. It would take a really attractive game to get me hooked again but for attractive games, I need a better rig. I can't afford that. I am also really into cooking...
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    Help me make a decision

    I sympathize with you. My parents have mental issues too (specially my father) and it is hard living with them. They don't see their mistakes and always point out mine. My mother's a bit forgiving but sometimes she sucks too. You are still living with your parents? Do you feel that you will be...
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    Help me make a decision

    Currently I fall asleep around 1 am and wake up at 7 am. I have tried sleeping for 9 or 10 hours but when I wake up, I feel like crap. There isn't much that I can change easily. I spend most of my time in front of my laptop because I have no other choice. The only place I go outside my home is...
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    Help me make a decision

    I can't believe that's the actual case. I want a lifestyle like that more than anything. I might be wrong but I think my problem is that I am not receiving enough assistance from others. That's what's keeping me behind. In my opinion, no one can be successful by themselves. There's always some...
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    Help me make a decision

    Yes, my writing can seem ok but the same can be said about everyone. There is nothing exceptional about me. If I was intelligent then I would be able to start a business or get a well paying job by now and get the hell away from my parents. My dad is only making the situation worse as he is...
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