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Recent content by jason8682

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    Dream job interview!

    That went awesome. I have spent a week obsessing over this. Ive set up labs in microsft server, ive been glued to ticketing examples and interview questions. I prepared a response to everything and they loved all my examples amd said that it was a very strong interview but there are other strong...
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    Dream job interview!

    Thanks for that info wouldnt have thought about providing uk academic terminology reference points for anyone outside the uk lol. And thank you guys for your supportive messages!
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    Dream job interview!

    Can i just start by saying omg omg omg omg...im so (temporarily) excited. So i have very little work experience at all, my ex partner had an auto-immune disease and mobility problems and needed a full time carer. After she passed away i have been really driven to turn my life around but ive...
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    How do people deal with burnout?

    I Find when im close to burn out, i persue my projects. For a while a central one has been creating a decent chess teaching platform and computer opponent application in java. I find the problem solving sort of recharges me. But i really struggle to do anything else. I can get lost in it for...
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    What kind of stims/behaviours are you not comfortable doing in front of othere people? Are you comfortable doing these things infront of partners?

    Its so cool someone actually does that too..the running through situations. I hate it. What sensory issues do people have? Certian frequencies really cut through me and can be quite painful and strong light i get dazzled really easily. But then wierdly, low light levels when im trying to work...
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    What kind of stims/behaviours are you not comfortable doing in front of othere people? Are you comfortable doing these things infront of partners?

    I find the flip side of this ability, something i actually cherish is, coupled with my iq, my ability to visualise systems and models in my head. And the emcyclipedic knowledge ( in a few personal areas) to back them up. Put me on a machine in a factory. I will get to know everything about it...
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    What kind of stims/behaviours are you not comfortable doing in front of othere people? Are you comfortable doing these things infront of partners?

    I Have had quite a traumatic life. But I have learned behaviours along the way which have in a sense protected me from that life. I have a pretty high iq, I am quite gifted at logically and systematically working my way through complex problems. So knowledge has always been my weapon. And within...
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    Difficulty with switching tasks

    Its like...it needs to be at the stage where i can just add an ai in my final year. But completing it is getting in the way of my studies lol. I will sit down and do it. But yea. it is hard to put it down.
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    Difficulty with switching tasks

    So i am doing a degree in computer science. Since i learned to program about 5 years ago, i have had an ongoing project of creating a chess game in java. As i progressed in my studies i wanted to add a comouter opponent. But how i went about my chess engine was slow and sub optimal for move...
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    Introduction, feeling lost.

    Im waiting for my degree to change my life. I think until its finished, it will be a slog, end of. At that point, when i go off to do research in machine consciousness, if she learns to accomodatr things, she can get in on it. If not ill be gone and never look back.
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    Introduction, feeling lost.

    Sorry I didn't elaborate. At that time, she saved my life. Took me into her home in full blown withdrawal, and cared for me through it. The state I was in, would not be here without her. She lives in south Yorkshire, but I got on my feet, moved out, and I think insomnia was the downfall of South...
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    Introduction, feeling lost.

    Hey David thanks for your reply. And everyone thank you for being so welcoming, it has been a much needed boost today. I half expected the whole 'your not diagnosed' front. I am on 45mg of mirtazepine now, that is the med that has held me for the last 2 years ish and it works wonders for my...
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    Introduction, feeling lost.

    Hey everyone, yes i am in the uk. I am from England, but have been living in scotland for 2 years. I have applied to pip which is the uk's disability benefit twice. And basically been written off as high functioning and completely able to cope. What really pisses me off is i have helped and...
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    Introduction, feeling lost.

    Hi everyone, My name is Jason, I'm 37 years old, I'm in the preliminary stage of getting an autism diagnosis. Don't really know what to say. I've had a very hard life for a number of reason. I struggle with many aspects of autism. Especially right now. I've never really had an opportunity to...
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