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Bibliophile715
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Birthday:
Aug 7, 2000 (Age: 21)
Location:
Ohio
Occupation:
Trying to act like a small human (?)

Bibliophile715

host/main - first system member - any pronouns, 21, from Ohio

[Levi] As a result of a certain thread triggering our host we’re staying away from the site for a few days. Sep 7, 2021

Bibliophile715 was last seen:
Sep 19, 2021 at 5:35 PM
    1. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      [Levi] As a result of a certain thread triggering our host we’re staying away from the site for a few days.
    2. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      I keep having bad dreams that are of the intensity I had before the pandemic started so that's why I've been on so early so often recently.
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      3. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        So sorry to hear that--those are never fun ways to wake up. Hopefully you can get some good rest at some point.
        Sep 6, 2021
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      4. Wulven
        Wulven
        Used to have those too. Faith helped me.
        Sep 6, 2021
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      5. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        Nothing helps my nightmares, unless I see whatever they're trying to tell me. I've tried just about everything, including faith-I'm not really allowed to go to a church due to how my family is. Me being not atheist anymore already makes them question my sanity. I'm glad that helped you though.
        Sep 7, 2021
    3. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Either my left shoulder blade is having the worst muscle spasm I've had in my life or I'm getting bone spurs. I really hope it's a spasm.
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      2. Butterfly88
        Butterfly88
        I hope you feel better soon.
        Sep 4, 2021
      3. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        Thanks, I think I just needed to eat something that I hadn't had in a few days. It stopped them completely.
        Sep 5, 2021
      4. Butterfly88
        Butterfly88
        Oh good, glad you are feeling better!
        Sep 5, 2021
    4. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Amy: so, an update- host has been staying up late due to upset stomach which is why they're online currently.
      1. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        Also I don't front for them often so you won't be seeing much of me here since I'm rather inexperienced with tech. By inexperienced I mean I've never used a laptop before now.
        Aug 21, 2021
    5. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      I have terrible neck pain on the right side to the point where I can't lean on it. I should probably be in an ER but it's a weekend.
      1. Butterfly88
        Butterfly88
        Feel better! You can't go to the ER on a weekend?
        Jul 18, 2021
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      2. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        I'm not allowed to so there's probably going to be a chiropractor appointment soon since my family's short on money right now and they do x-rays.
        Jul 19, 2021
    6. Skittlebisquit
      Skittlebisquit
      Happy independence day
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    7. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Just putting this in here, but host has a diagnosed migraine at the moment, so more fronters may occur.
    8. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Going to change signature on here since I can just have a fronter's info right below my forum picture.
      1. tree
        tree
        Mar 29, 2021
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      2. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        Host has never been diagnosed with DID but they do show some symptoms of it and is familiar with the terms as they have done research too.
        Mar 29, 2021
    9. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      I think I'm going offline again...I just don't feel well enough to be online. Going to ER for pain relief, won't be back for a time.
      1. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        Migraine of one month and one day has successfully been ended. Was very relieving.
        Feb 27, 2021
    10. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Host here, just updating this to say it's me currently typing and not another system member.
      1. tree
        tree
        How reliably can you anticipate the host being occupied by another system member?
        Feb 21, 2021
      2. Bibliophile715
        Bibliophile715
        If I may feel a greater amount of stress or overwhelmed, then I may switch. It is stress/anxiety related. I can't always predict it though.
        Feb 21, 2021
      3. tree
        tree
        That makes sense.
        Feb 21, 2021
    11. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      A not already permanent system fronter is currently actively fronting. I am not revealing my name on here publicly but I know what it is.
    12. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      Woke up early, already read a few chapters so far. Plan to post a few more things on here before going offline again.
    13. Bibliophile715
      Bibliophile715
      I finally have another doctor's appointment for my migraine headache coming today that I've been waiting for since two weeks ago.
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  • About

    Birthday:
    Aug 7, 2000 (Age: 21)
    Location:
    Ohio
    Occupation:
    Trying to act like a small human (?)
    Diagnosis Status:
    High Functioning Autism - Officially Diagnosed
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    Political Party:
    US - Libertarian
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    a minor, obsessive bibliophile, night owl with no set sleep schedule. Transgender nonbinary with grey-aromantic (technically orchidsexual)/abromantic tendencies and is also a pansexual/omnisexual/abrosexual. On medical withdrawal from college, accounting major. Socially anxious introvert with an undiagnosed personality condition due to having multiple personalities (of which I am the Host/main one). Most likely libertarian, but not really political. Part agnostic, but open-minded on all sorts of beliefs. Anime and manga fan. Knows about otherkin as that is what my alternate personalities identify as since many of them refer to themselves as 'empathetic guardian non-human entities'-well, they used other terms but I'm not religious so I'm not putting what they originally said what they were here but you probably understand that they're nice since they've kept me alive. However, I am a reincarnated person as many of my phobias are due to experiences from past lives.

    My alternate personalities are ones I have no control over. I black out when they are active and it is as if I am asleep during the entire time so I will not remember anything that they do as I do not see or hear them. The term they use to describe the black out is 'fronting' and themselves as a 'fronter' if they do not want to say their name. They identify themselves as fictional characters and they do not have pronoun preferences. The ones that have source material come from anime, comics, books, and fantasy tv show/movie universes. Even if some of them were seen as an anti-hero in their source material (many of which are near opposite to what they actually experienced), I have never had issues with any.

    Diagnosed with autism since around age 8/younger (earlier age was a typo due to blurry vision). When younger was never able to communicate well at all. Didn't talk properly until late high school. Haven't ever understood sports well. All doctors aren't open-minded. Anyone who knows about 22q.11.2 genetic deletion, feel free to talk to me about that. Has read over a thousand books for escapism and am still reading. Never had an in real life friend and I don't need one due to being an introvert.

    Any and all interactions I have on here are meant to be platonic (i.e. non-romantic). I am not taken and not available. I am an extreme introvert, meaning I didn't have in real life friends for the majority of my life apart from talking to my family. I didn't get online friends until when I was in the later half of high school. I can go for days without talking to someone. So I'm not available as I still probably have the social skills of a high schooler.

    Has: diagnosed autism, anxiety, chronic costochondritis (since late 2019) chronic pain (since 2018), chronic nausea (gallbladder removed-2019), extreme depression (since 2020), functional movement disorder, a genetic deletion, food allergies/intolerances, hypothyroidism, low muscle tone, syncope, scoliosis, and others not mentioned. Hasn't been able to smell for months so I only have access to ~three senses (taste comes and goes).
    Suggested diagnosis that I may very well have: Post traumatic stress disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, a dissociative disorder (not DID-more likely OSDD), autonomic dysfunction, and Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS).
    Existing cause I have to, even though it's painful. Wouldn't have it any other way, if my existence was missing, there would be something slightly more wrong with the world.

    Likes:
    -Books = traveling without going anywhere
    -TV shows, movies, cartoons, anime
    -Manga, comics, graphic novels
    -Sketching
    -Most people unless they do known really, really bad things

    I dislike people who are:
    -Against disabled people or religiously discriminate
    -Against transgender people since I'm transgender and it is a major issue for me, or those who have any lgbt+ phobias
    -Not understanding of those with mental health issues
    -People who are showing abusive behavior because those people are incredibly toxic and should be stayed away from
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    This user has PTSD and OSDD (dissociative personality disorder). Addicted bibliophile, (transgender nonbinary, gray-aromantic/pansexual), any pronouns, system host of at least twenty system members, general fandom nerd, introvert