Bibliophile715

Host's information:
Not a minor, obsessive bibliophile, night owl with no set sleep schedule. Transgender nonbinary with grey-aromantic (technically orchidsexual)/abromantic tendencies and is also a pansexual/omnisexual/abrosexual. On medical withdrawal from college, accounting major. Socially anxious introvert with an undiagnosed personality condition due to having multiple personalities (of which I am the Host/main one). Most likely libertarian, but not really political. Part agnostic, but open-minded on all sorts of beliefs. Anime and manga fan. Knows about otherkin as that is what my alternate personalities identify as since many of them refer to themselves as 'empathetic guardian non-human entities'-well, they used other terms but I'm not religious so I'm not putting what they originally said what they were here but you probably understand that they're nice since they've kept me alive. However, I am a reincarnated person as many of my phobias are due to experiences from past lives.

My alternate personalities are ones I have no control over. I black out when they are active and it is as if I am asleep during the entire time so I will not remember anything that they do as I do not see or hear them. The term they use to describe the black out is 'fronting' and themselves as a 'fronter' if they do not want to say their name. They identify themselves as fictional characters and they do not have pronoun preferences. The ones that have source material come from anime, comics, books, and fantasy tv show/movie universes. Even if some of them were seen as an anti-hero in their source material (many of which are near opposite to what they actually experienced), I have never had issues with any.

Diagnosed with autism since around age 8/younger (earlier age was a typo due to blurry vision). When younger was never able to communicate well at all. Didn't talk properly until late high school. Haven't ever understood sports well. All doctors aren't open-minded. Anyone who knows about 22q.11.2 genetic deletion, feel free to talk to me about that. Has read over a thousand books for escapism and am still reading. Never had an in real life friend and I don't need one due to being an introvert.

Any and all interactions I have on here are meant to be platonic (i.e. non-romantic). I am not taken and not available. I am an extreme introvert, meaning I didn't have in real life friends for the majority of my life apart from talking to my family. I didn't get online friends until when I was in the later half of high school. I can go for days without talking to someone. So I'm not available as I still probably have the social skills of a high schooler.

Has: diagnosed autism, anxiety, chronic costochondritis (since late 2019) chronic pain (since 2018), chronic nausea (gallbladder removed-2019), extreme depression (since 2020), functional movement disorder, a genetic deletion, food allergies/intolerances, hypothyroidism, low muscle tone, syncope, scoliosis, and others not mentioned. Hasn't been able to smell for months so I only have access to ~three senses (taste comes and goes).
Suggested diagnosis that I may very well have: Post traumatic stress disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, a dissociative disorder (not DID-more likely OSDD), autonomic dysfunction, and Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS).
Existing cause I have to, even though it's painful. Wouldn't have it any other way, if my existence was missing, there would be something slightly more wrong with the world.

Likes:
-Books = traveling without going anywhere
-TV shows, movies, cartoons, anime
-Manga, comics, graphic novels
-Sketching
-Most people unless they do known really, really bad things

I dislike people who are:
-Against disabled people or religiously discriminate
-Against transgender people since I'm transgender and it is a major issue for me, or those who have any lgbt+ phobias
-Not understanding of those with mental health issues
-People who are showing abusive behavior because those people are incredibly toxic and should be stayed away from
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