I stupidly read a message from my ex-friend Lottey (the girl who I feel out with) to Charlotte telling her that Lottey thought Charlotte should know that my "friend" Matt was not only talking to Lottey's boyfriend about my video post while out djing, he was taking the piss? And talking to someone that I no longer talk to because of a falling out?
Now, I can't say anything to Matt and call him out on what a f**ing c**t he is because
A) He will be pissed at Toby,
B) Toby will be pissed at Lottey
C) Lottey will tell Charlotte
D) Charlotte will know I f**ing read her message.
As much as I have so much anger at Lottey and Toby at least Toby saw that it was out of order to talk to him about it and Lottey wanted to kind of get Charlotte to guide me away from Matt and sharing anything with him.
And now I f**king have to act f**king surprised if it ever comes up.
I lied about him kissing some girl while him and his then girlfriend (now wife and has a child) while the were arguing years ago. She made me promise that I was telling the truth and to swear it was the truth and I f**king lied for that piece of ****.
I can't even be outwardly f**king upset because Charlotte will know I've been reading her messages, why are people this ******? Why after so much time and so many memories did he do that? And to f**king Toby of all people?
I could just drop them all in it, but even though I know Lottey has in the past cheated on Toby mentally and possibly physically (plus any other issues) I'm still feeling more like I don't want to hurt them with any "fallout" from this. I wish I didn't care about people for once and just did what I wanted and screw the consequences.
I guess this is a rhetorical question because there isn't anything at all I can do unless I wanted to get everyone in trouble, including myself and that isn't going to happen.
I've also put restrictions on this post so only members and mods can see it, just in case. I'll probably be doing this to all and any posts everywhere from now on.
Now, I can't say anything to Matt and call him out on what a f**ing c**t he is because
A) He will be pissed at Toby,
B) Toby will be pissed at Lottey
C) Lottey will tell Charlotte
D) Charlotte will know I f**ing read her message.
As much as I have so much anger at Lottey and Toby at least Toby saw that it was out of order to talk to him about it and Lottey wanted to kind of get Charlotte to guide me away from Matt and sharing anything with him.
And now I f**king have to act f**king surprised if it ever comes up.
I lied about him kissing some girl while him and his then girlfriend (now wife and has a child) while the were arguing years ago. She made me promise that I was telling the truth and to swear it was the truth and I f**king lied for that piece of ****.
I can't even be outwardly f**king upset because Charlotte will know I've been reading her messages, why are people this ******? Why after so much time and so many memories did he do that? And to f**king Toby of all people?
I could just drop them all in it, but even though I know Lottey has in the past cheated on Toby mentally and possibly physically (plus any other issues) I'm still feeling more like I don't want to hurt them with any "fallout" from this. I wish I didn't care about people for once and just did what I wanted and screw the consequences.
I guess this is a rhetorical question because there isn't anything at all I can do unless I wanted to get everyone in trouble, including myself and that isn't going to happen.
I've also put restrictions on this post so only members and mods can see it, just in case. I'll probably be doing this to all and any posts everywhere from now on.
