Hey there,
Well, I just started an update but because my new work computer (because we have moved locations) is so ****ing crap, I lost my post. I am still waiting for one of the most important tools on my computer to actually start working so I can call a ****ing pain in the neck back to tell her what has happened... but I can't because this ****ing thing won't work and keeps freezing.
Having a really bad day today, missing my friends again really badly. I've just seen that my ex-friend who is the model has a new photography set up... AGAIN a few days before my birthday, just like last year. I know that she didn't plan this as she has no control when these things are put out, but kinda ****ing **** it's happened twice.
I'm also hating our new location at work, not sitting anywhere near my friends and just feeling really lonely. I've jsut sent this email to my former manager as I have no idea who else to send it to
"Hi there,
I?m actually REALLY unhappy about my current situation.
I am stuck almost on my own, with no knowledge on who is a TM, nowhere near anyone I really know apart from 2 other agents. I will have to walk from one end of the building to the other to even find another TM that I know is in the role, my own TM does not seem to be in and hasn?t been since I have been back from my holiday and have no idea if or when he (Dan Foot) will be in next. The only seats that are available at the moment are going to be reserved from tomorrow until Monday and I am in all every day apart from Friday.
I have still yet to have a return to work for my hospital appointment. I was not told how to get my new Pier Walk ID and only stumbled upon getting my ID when I spoke to the people at the front desk.
Sorry to put this to you, but I have no idea who else to direct this towards and who I can speak to about this, you can forward this to anyone that may be able to help me.
Thank you"
Our recent holiday was quite a bust as Charlott'e 92 year old gran fell out of bed the first night we where in Wales, then the next night she got so ill they had to call an ambulance, then the next night and day Charlotte got relaly ill which she still is. Not only this, I only had enough holiday to pay for for 3 days of my 10 days holiday, so I won't be getting paid this Friday, which will majorly put me back into my over draft which I have tried so god damn hard to get out of. The weather was only good on 2 days, the day we arrived and and the day we left. London was boiling and amazing and Wales was cold, damp, foggy and ******. We also had to cancel going to a friends wedding because it was a 4 hours round trip and Charlotte was really unwell and could not face
The only real plus was Charlotte and I got a lil time to go out, just us and go look at some sights and I got to get some photos. You can see them on either my Facebook Fan Page (Seach for AndrewJShirley Photography, I would put a link but on work comp and tis blocked), 5[URL="http://500px.com/AndrewJShirleyPhotography"]00px & [/URL] & Flickr. If you can, please share, "like" or comment on any, would be appreciated.
I did want this to be a more positive update about how I have been going with the counselling / theraphy and coaching but it's all gone a bit south with how I have ended up feeling today.
I'm still having assessments with the Tavistock Centre to see how they can help me, I've also had four session from a friend to help coach me and make me be able to battle my problems on my own and until today, I've found it a lot easier to manage things. He partly uses something called Clean Language and positive reinforcement which has been really good for me and has helped, up until today. I was taught some stress and anger management techniques that worked really well, until yesterday and today. Until then, I didn't even need to practice it because my mind automatically skipped the part that I need to do to put me in a better place and just started trying to put me there, but right now, I can't get to a place where it will work.
ERGH
Well, I just started an update but because my new work computer (because we have moved locations) is so ****ing crap, I lost my post. I am still waiting for one of the most important tools on my computer to actually start working so I can call a ****ing pain in the neck back to tell her what has happened... but I can't because this ****ing thing won't work and keeps freezing.
Having a really bad day today, missing my friends again really badly. I've just seen that my ex-friend who is the model has a new photography set up... AGAIN a few days before my birthday, just like last year. I know that she didn't plan this as she has no control when these things are put out, but kinda ****ing **** it's happened twice.
I'm also hating our new location at work, not sitting anywhere near my friends and just feeling really lonely. I've jsut sent this email to my former manager as I have no idea who else to send it to
"Hi there,
I?m actually REALLY unhappy about my current situation.
I am stuck almost on my own, with no knowledge on who is a TM, nowhere near anyone I really know apart from 2 other agents. I will have to walk from one end of the building to the other to even find another TM that I know is in the role, my own TM does not seem to be in and hasn?t been since I have been back from my holiday and have no idea if or when he (Dan Foot) will be in next. The only seats that are available at the moment are going to be reserved from tomorrow until Monday and I am in all every day apart from Friday.
I have still yet to have a return to work for my hospital appointment. I was not told how to get my new Pier Walk ID and only stumbled upon getting my ID when I spoke to the people at the front desk.
Sorry to put this to you, but I have no idea who else to direct this towards and who I can speak to about this, you can forward this to anyone that may be able to help me.
Thank you"
Our recent holiday was quite a bust as Charlott'e 92 year old gran fell out of bed the first night we where in Wales, then the next night she got so ill they had to call an ambulance, then the next night and day Charlotte got relaly ill which she still is. Not only this, I only had enough holiday to pay for for 3 days of my 10 days holiday, so I won't be getting paid this Friday, which will majorly put me back into my over draft which I have tried so god damn hard to get out of. The weather was only good on 2 days, the day we arrived and and the day we left. London was boiling and amazing and Wales was cold, damp, foggy and ******. We also had to cancel going to a friends wedding because it was a 4 hours round trip and Charlotte was really unwell and could not face
The only real plus was Charlotte and I got a lil time to go out, just us and go look at some sights and I got to get some photos. You can see them on either my Facebook Fan Page (Seach for AndrewJShirley Photography, I would put a link but on work comp and tis blocked), 5[URL="http://500px.com/AndrewJShirleyPhotography"]00px & [/URL] & Flickr. If you can, please share, "like" or comment on any, would be appreciated.
I did want this to be a more positive update about how I have been going with the counselling / theraphy and coaching but it's all gone a bit south with how I have ended up feeling today.
I'm still having assessments with the Tavistock Centre to see how they can help me, I've also had four session from a friend to help coach me and make me be able to battle my problems on my own and until today, I've found it a lot easier to manage things. He partly uses something called Clean Language and positive reinforcement which has been really good for me and has helped, up until today. I was taught some stress and anger management techniques that worked really well, until yesterday and today. Until then, I didn't even need to practice it because my mind automatically skipped the part that I need to do to put me in a better place and just started trying to put me there, but right now, I can't get to a place where it will work.
ERGH
