I was browsing on Google and out of boredom of course, I decided to search my username and actually came across one of my old WordPress blogs and of course, what I see just reading that old blogs is clearly nothing but a depressed and clearly confused me. Still of course, I suffer from both alongside displaying the autistic side of me which unfortunately explains why people would used to call me weird or somewhat strange whenever I used to talk to them without any acknowledgement why? Why did it take me 6 years to realise that? I really don't know? Is it even worth me questioning such things?
When you look back at a 6 year old blog and then you look back at it now, don't you ever get this feeling that wow, I really came such a long way and of course, these kind of questions like "was that really me?" or "Did I really type something like that?" It also made me see the positive things about my life (even though I sometimes don't see it) despite how much stones being thrown at me over the years and how many times sudden occurrences taken place. It hasn't yet so far stopped me from walking forwards.
Now come to think of it, I'm really glad I even came across this old blog of mine to remind me that, the old me is gradually fading away and the new me is eventually taking over. (Surely there is more I can express here or I know how I could possibly express it). Nevertheless keep on going forwards, never look back.
When you look back at a 6 year old blog and then you look back at it now, don't you ever get this feeling that wow, I really came such a long way and of course, these kind of questions like "was that really me?" or "Did I really type something like that?" It also made me see the positive things about my life (even though I sometimes don't see it) despite how much stones being thrown at me over the years and how many times sudden occurrences taken place. It hasn't yet so far stopped me from walking forwards.
Now come to think of it, I'm really glad I even came across this old blog of mine to remind me that, the old me is gradually fading away and the new me is eventually taking over. (Surely there is more I can express here or I know how I could possibly express it). Nevertheless keep on going forwards, never look back.
