So since I have a blog , im gonna make it public I gess ?-Public entry one ( its kind of a diary so bear (bear? ) with me ) :)

Sometimes, just sometimes, I wonder if I should date. Just becouse sometimes I feel that giving your best to the other person and trying to be a team must be fun.
And yeah its easyer too, becouse you have someone that is there anitime to hear you... but then this comes to my mind.
You have God that does that too. And you have your friends that do that too....so...why do I need to date?
I dont get it.
The only thing that makes sense to me as to why date, is to build a family.
But then again, I dont want to have kids. If I had I would adop them.
But sometimes I do wonder what is like to have someone that cares deeply about you and suports you, and that you can show your insicuraties too...
But I dont get it becouse that you can get from prety every relantioship....
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I think I got it....
Dating is like being best friends for ever but having sex right?
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I feel so ashemed now.