I live with fear evrryday. Fear that people will use and abuse me. They will cheat me. That they are hiding their true nature behind smiley faces. I am so scared of people. No one is beside me and i am so scared. I don't want to live if i will only experience pain in my life.
My parents never supported me emotionally but they are all i have. I hope i die too after they pass away
Living is too painful for me. I am forced to hide everything i feel and no one ever helps. I am jealous of people who get accepted with all their difficulties and they get supported. People who have non ableist friends and family. All my life i was a people pleaser for ableists. They made me hate myself.
My parents never supported me emotionally but they are all i have. I hope i die too after they pass away
Living is too painful for me. I am forced to hide everything i feel and no one ever helps. I am jealous of people who get accepted with all their difficulties and they get supported. People who have non ableist friends and family. All my life i was a people pleaser for ableists. They made me hate myself.
