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Holiday Blues

I know not all of you believe in God but If God isn?t a child abuser and if everything happens for a reason and if everything He does is because He loves me????..I wish he would love me less. I resolved back in October that for whatever reason, God doesn?t want us to have anything, he wants us to struggle all of our lives, just barely scrape by, never get to go anywhere or do anything. Shockingly, this year my mom will have made the most in one year that she has ever made, and what do we have to show for it?!?! NOTHING!!! One broken down car, one car that is on it?s last leg, a raggedy dump of a ?house? that isn?t even ours???..
If it hadn?t been for a total stranger and a stranger of a brother I wouldn?t have gotten anything for my birthday. Also, if it hadn?t been for a friend at church, my mom wouldn?t have gotten anything for her birthday. EVERY YEAR about October, something happens and my mom loses shifts and then has to struggle to get replacement shifts.
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