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H. F-ing. Sh-

I feel like I'm a lost cause.

No. I really feel like that. These feelings don't change because my life doesn't change. My life doesn't change because at this point there is no way to change it.
I am out of will.

Maybe I can put on some sort of face tomorrow [again...AGAIN] but it's a "face". It's not real.

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...on the heels of realizing I have nothing to take pride in at this point, also.

But it's cool, I just do this for attention, it's not like I actually want to disappear. Right?
 

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