My wife is being short with me again. I know she dose not mean it, she is tired and overworked, and she takes it out on me. I try not to get upset. the logical part of my brain tells me it is nothing personal, but the other part makes me up set, thinking I did something wrong.
Is this my badly wired brain, or a result of my upbringing?
As a child I was yelled at for everything, I lived in a constant state of tension, and fear, consequently I feel like everything that happens is my fault. it dose not help that I have difficulty reading peoples facial expressions. I misinterpret everything.
It makes me wonder where my Asperger's starts and I begin. What part of me is me and what part is the other? Maybe I do not exist outside of my disability. perhaps I am nothing more then a nervous bundle of strange quirks and behavior.
Is this my badly wired brain, or a result of my upbringing?
As a child I was yelled at for everything, I lived in a constant state of tension, and fear, consequently I feel like everything that happens is my fault. it dose not help that I have difficulty reading peoples facial expressions. I misinterpret everything.
It makes me wonder where my Asperger's starts and I begin. What part of me is me and what part is the other? Maybe I do not exist outside of my disability. perhaps I am nothing more then a nervous bundle of strange quirks and behavior.
