November already, I feel as though I have accomplished almost nothing. I am nearly done with my degree, but rather then feeling relief or a sense of accomplishment I feel fear, anxiety. I will have to start looking for a job. The thought of interviews, hand shakes, small talk fills me with a dread beyond description. if I manage to get through the interview process then I must find a way to keep the job.
That means burying my real self under a false self. Kierkegaard said something like " if you put me in a system you negate me", I feel as though that is what the demands of society dose, forces you into a system until you lose track of who you are. is that what I have to look forward too?
That means burying my real self under a false self. Kierkegaard said something like " if you put me in a system you negate me", I feel as though that is what the demands of society dose, forces you into a system until you lose track of who you are. is that what I have to look forward too?
