MAY CONTAIN NUTS... AND SWEARING!
ARRRRRGH, this ****ing computer, I usualy take ages to think out what I am writing because as I am so easily misunderstood I have to choose my words carefully and this computer has a problem where it locks up all the time and then I have to reset and I forget what I have just been working on. ****.
Sorry but I work too damn hard to phrase myself in a way so as not to be misconstrued or taken out of context and then to have all that work evaporate totally pisses me off and yes I allready know about backing up and writing things in a TXT file and saving constantly and all that blah, blah.
I just really, really needed to get this off my chest, when I first came here I didnt think It would be this great, everyone is so helpful, but the truth is that my last best friend is dead and my partner moved away and I went from having no job to having a very stressful sales position and now I am letting some of that go as I think I should be allowed... huff, huff, huff <--- sound of me getting a breath while still ranting. I just spent X-mas alone and New Year alone and I thought I was fine with it but I'm not and I dont want anyone to read this but, thats why I'm writing it and wouldnt like any comments but, thats why I'm writing it. I shouldnt care what complete starngers think of me but, of course I do and when normal people get lonely or afraid they just go and be with other normal, lonely or afraid people and they all comfort each other. I cant do that, who would I do it with, its not like I can go for beer and pizza with the lads, or go and see the missus. Sorry I just got a knock on the door...
Sorry about that, my downstairs neighbour, prick, he thinks we're best mates and by definition that means that whatever I have I should lend to him. Of course I never see whatever it is again but thats alright, I should just thank my lucky stars that I'm not alone right?
Bah, everything sucks but, you all are lovely people, I think I better shut up now. Seeya
PS: I told you not to read this didnt I ; ]
ARRRRRGH, this ****ing computer, I usualy take ages to think out what I am writing because as I am so easily misunderstood I have to choose my words carefully and this computer has a problem where it locks up all the time and then I have to reset and I forget what I have just been working on. ****.
Sorry but I work too damn hard to phrase myself in a way so as not to be misconstrued or taken out of context and then to have all that work evaporate totally pisses me off and yes I allready know about backing up and writing things in a TXT file and saving constantly and all that blah, blah.
I just really, really needed to get this off my chest, when I first came here I didnt think It would be this great, everyone is so helpful, but the truth is that my last best friend is dead and my partner moved away and I went from having no job to having a very stressful sales position and now I am letting some of that go as I think I should be allowed... huff, huff, huff <--- sound of me getting a breath while still ranting. I just spent X-mas alone and New Year alone and I thought I was fine with it but I'm not and I dont want anyone to read this but, thats why I'm writing it and wouldnt like any comments but, thats why I'm writing it. I shouldnt care what complete starngers think of me but, of course I do and when normal people get lonely or afraid they just go and be with other normal, lonely or afraid people and they all comfort each other. I cant do that, who would I do it with, its not like I can go for beer and pizza with the lads, or go and see the missus. Sorry I just got a knock on the door...
Sorry about that, my downstairs neighbour, prick, he thinks we're best mates and by definition that means that whatever I have I should lend to him. Of course I never see whatever it is again but thats alright, I should just thank my lucky stars that I'm not alone right?
Bah, everything sucks but, you all are lovely people, I think I better shut up now. Seeya
PS: I told you not to read this didnt I ; ]
