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Blog 2: Two & Half Years Ago...

Two and a half years ago I joined this website. Back then I was depressed and angry because of the fallout after high school. I joined this website because I have Asperger's and wanted to know that I am not the only one out there who has problems. Life was tough after high school but now things are better.

I'm 21, about to be 22, I quit school but I have a job in pressure washing and window cleaning, and I am more bored and alone than anything. I made peace with being alone for the time being. Even though I still have my parents, my brothers, and a few friends left over, I still feel incredibly alone. I pass time on my computer, watching TV, playing games, etc. I work almost twice a week but recently my boss is getting annoyed by my cancellations for work because of my overwhelming dentist appointments in the past month. So he doesn't give me a day in the week now which means I am even more bored!

Sometimes, I wish I would go back to college, but I do not know what to do there. I tried HVAC and quit that when I lost interest in it. Now I don't know what to do with my life. It sucks being stuck in a rut like this. But everyday I try to make the best of it.

Like I said, things are much better now, but somehow worse in its own way. I hope things will change in the next decade. Maybe then I can live without worry.


I don't know if anyone will read this. I am posting this at 1:30 in the morning CST and I can't sleep. Just now, I remembered this website and how it helped me back then. Anyways, I may or may not post more, but who cares. This is for me.

Until next time... maybe.

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