Hi all, I am aware an aspect of recognising autism is to look back at childhood and see if there were patterns. My issue is I don't know! It might sound strange but due to a traumatic childhood I have very few memories of anything in my childhood or teens.
I know I struggled socially due to bullying and no friendships. Spent a lot of time in fantasy as a younger kid (was often superman flying around...not literally sadly). Some of the bullying was due to socially inappropriate actions. I recall my stepdads nickname for me was the professor because of how I acted but no content to what those actions were.
My childhood is locked in a box that is tapped up, padlocked, put in a room and I don't think I even have the key for the door now.
Sorry if this is rambling but I am finding this aspect a bit of an obstacle as I look at my life and traits.
I know I struggled socially due to bullying and no friendships. Spent a lot of time in fantasy as a younger kid (was often superman flying around...not literally sadly). Some of the bullying was due to socially inappropriate actions. I recall my stepdads nickname for me was the professor because of how I acted but no content to what those actions were.
My childhood is locked in a box that is tapped up, padlocked, put in a room and I don't think I even have the key for the door now.
Sorry if this is rambling but I am finding this aspect a bit of an obstacle as I look at my life and traits.