My pain =(

[lovely_darlingprettybaby]

I just wanted to say that it is hard when someone always uses your pain against you.
I regret my whole life not doing it my way.
And it is because of the narcissistic women in the world who sit thinking they are above others.
I do not know in the world why I would be told to understand horrible women and narcissists.
Like someone just wants to tell me all women are bad but my expectations has been different.
It is hard to be told this when I hace experienced emotional abuse from my own mother and various abuse by women in my life.
In the past I would never believe all women were narcissistic or egotistical.
And also you cannot tell a person with disabilities they are that.
How could I possibly be that when i have met many people with disabilities and different sizes and shapes and I am usually a very loving and accepting person.
And I gave up being fixated on beauty and size when i stopped reading vogue and fashion magazines because I decided it was not healthy.
But prejudices on size do exist in society and I have experienced it when i had on more weight.
And I am very visual in my thinking so I cannot help visual triggers because I am artistic
But to say I have ever judged on size never and I have even defended other women people call fat because I thought it was wrong.
And I do not think thin people have the perfect body.

 

[Neonatal RRT]

Well, you pointed out all the false narratives yourself. Agree.

Now, you need to move past all the toxic people in your life and get new people. You're allowing them to hold power over you and it's clearly distressing you. Get out of your cycle.

 

[Aspychata]

Sometimes we fall into the trap of allowing more toxic people around us. Perhaps scale back on people in general and fine strength in yourself maybe? Toxic woman are a reality. I bumped into four at my last job. Some were outright dangerous. I also made friends with three really nice woman at the same place.