I hope that you can do this and move out, if it’s that horrible at home you do have to get out and give time. I don’t know why your dad is like this, perhaps it’s similar to how my mum was in that they love you but they are dissatisfied with how you are as a person ln that they see only the ASD and not you, until you prove yourself otherwise “worthy” to them. That was how it was for me, it was hell growing up, and many times it would spiral out of control (my dad is an awful mediator) to the extent that she would either threaten to hit me or she would hit me. By the time I was At an age to be able to leave, her behavior had stopped because she deemed me worthy, and because of her declining health.
do you have any siblings? If you do, How does your dad treat them?
