LookingForTheSummer
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I feel like I’m beginning to hate neurotypicals. I can’t get myself to feel the same empathy that I did. They have been so awful all these years. Few days ago it was implied I was narcissistic (hugely insulting) because they didn’t like something I said. No matter what I say someone will react. Someone always has a problem with me. I had to quit jobs because one or more will bully and cause trouble. Yet they pride themselves on being the best humans. Soo empathic and inclusive. To me 95% or so are just bad people. It’s to the point now where if they hurt my feelings I wish death upon them in my mind. Like real graphic stuff. I was never like this before. As a kid I was super empathic and trusting. Any advice? How can I thrive in a world like this? Regular therapy hasn’t worked because they don’t understand Aspergers.
I also hate where I live, but I can’t move as of now for several reasons.
(Just to be clear, I would never actually kill anyone or anything. But my god, the hatred is there)
I also hate where I live, but I can’t move as of now for several reasons.
(Just to be clear, I would never actually kill anyone or anything. But my god, the hatred is there)