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I've been looking for a job for many months to no avail. Lately I've also started trying to get more serious about creative work-I write and paint and make found object/upcycled jewelry and I want to translate my thing for repurposing into art as well. I've started a design book where I can sketch out jewelry designs and write down art ideas, I'm looking for art events to go to, and I have a few (unwritten) goals and a general direction of where I want to orient my life. I've got one problem.
I've barely made anything at all in months. I don't update my website or social media in a timely manner, I start projects I don't finish, I've isolated myself from many of the people that could support me and many of the art events in my city are unavailable to me because I don't drive. Not having a real workspace isn't helping either.
I've tried ways to make myself sit down and do work, but if I don't set routines, I end up never starting, or starting and not finishing or getting distracted. If I do set routines, I get more done for a little while, but they always seem to self-destruct before they can get established. I figured it was because I was being too stringent when I set routines, so I came up with an idea for one that would set forth the things I needed to do daily, weekly and monthly and then plan my time around those things day-by-day so I don't get overwhelmed. But I can't bring myself to actually set it up. Even Habitica has mostly lost its power on me. I want to get stuff done. Does anyone have any pointers?
I've barely made anything at all in months. I don't update my website or social media in a timely manner, I start projects I don't finish, I've isolated myself from many of the people that could support me and many of the art events in my city are unavailable to me because I don't drive. Not having a real workspace isn't helping either.
I've tried ways to make myself sit down and do work, but if I don't set routines, I end up never starting, or starting and not finishing or getting distracted. If I do set routines, I get more done for a little while, but they always seem to self-destruct before they can get established. I figured it was because I was being too stringent when I set routines, so I came up with an idea for one that would set forth the things I needed to do daily, weekly and monthly and then plan my time around those things day-by-day so I don't get overwhelmed. But I can't bring myself to actually set it up. Even Habitica has mostly lost its power on me. I want to get stuff done. Does anyone have any pointers?