D'Andre
Well-Known Member
so i wanted to type this during this behavior so you guys can maybe educate me. i'm
*rocking in a zoned out way (head tilting back with eyes rolling back) no pain. it feels like its' helping something.
*my hands (though they can type) are lacking coordination and clapping, flapping.
*i feel like pressure is building in my head and my chest, but when i let myself zone out like this, it's relieving.
*im also mouthing incoherent words that that make my mouth feel stretched
*I tried rocking side to side with my head hanging/swinging.
this is a bit embarrassing but it it helps me understand what it is, it's worth it. is it stimming? i'm also very tired after work
it feels like the most natural thing (almost to the point of euphoria) but my mind is present. please offer any confirmation or perhaps
another reason. its much better than those clinched up, imploding moments curled up writhing and feeling swallowed up and often crying out and hitting myself.
please excuse the nuttiness in this post. i want to be as real as possible because you guys keep it real.
*rocking in a zoned out way (head tilting back with eyes rolling back) no pain. it feels like its' helping something.
*my hands (though they can type) are lacking coordination and clapping, flapping.
*i feel like pressure is building in my head and my chest, but when i let myself zone out like this, it's relieving.
*im also mouthing incoherent words that that make my mouth feel stretched
*I tried rocking side to side with my head hanging/swinging.
this is a bit embarrassing but it it helps me understand what it is, it's worth it. is it stimming? i'm also very tired after work
it feels like the most natural thing (almost to the point of euphoria) but my mind is present. please offer any confirmation or perhaps
another reason. its much better than those clinched up, imploding moments curled up writhing and feeling swallowed up and often crying out and hitting myself.
please excuse the nuttiness in this post. i want to be as real as possible because you guys keep it real.