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ASD anthem :)

epath13

epath13

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I thought I would post a song that I've written here because it is ASD related :)

I know I could have done a better job...guitar playing wise...or if I lost a guitar and just sang... or had a band ...or practiced singing more...or... doesn't matter :) btw you might want to reduce the volume a little :)

here're the lyrics:
"I've never waited for someone who understands the way
I feel, the way I see the world every single day
I've never hoped to meet somebody who knows the reason
So why I'm talking to you? There's nothing to say.

I'm looking back at my life and I'm not sure how long
I'll be trying to figure out what's going on
I have no answers, have no hope, no expectations
Just dozen voices around "you're wrong, you're wrong"

Maybe, one day
My life will not depend on
Distorted mind
But somehow
It seems that it's meant to be
Sometimes we scream
We want to change, to be different
But what if in all those obstacles
There's more than we see

Misdiagnosed, untreated, misunderstood and broke
Where's that missing fire that's filled my life with smoke
I'm not quite certain what I'm doing any more
Where am I going and what am I looking for?

----

What am I looking for? What am I fighting for?
Well?I don't want to fight, no more".

(c) Liudmila Maksimovskaya "NIKOXXII" 2011. All rights reserved

:)

 
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I love it but the lyrics are a bit sad haha no worries though :) is songwriting a hobby for you or do you make some cash from it to? Cuz you really seem like you know what youre doing
 
2010Dolby said:
I love it but the lyrics are a bit sad haha no worries though :) is songwriting a hobby for you or do you make some cash from it to? Cuz you really seem like you know what youre doing
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Really? I thought it was a positive song :) It's more like... everything has sucked before but now I'm fed up with it and moving on :) but anyway... I wish I could make some cash and I have actually when I was much younger but now it's more of a question who I'm going to do it with, how I'm going to do it and how much cash I'm thinking about.. hopefully I'll figure this out sooner rather than later.
And thanks for the nice comment :)
 
Ah Iv always been terrible at understanding emotional song lyrics. And other peoples emotions in real life haha that abstract stuff messes with me. Iv got a buddy who works in the warehouse with me who makes some decent cash drumming as a side gig. Iv always wondered how he does it, Ill probably ask next time I work with him. Itd be interesting to see you start doing the same! :)
 
That's actually pretty good ^^

I didn't find it that depressing actually... I did however thought you tried to squeeze in some words a bit to abrupt, but that could be pressure of recording it, but besides that, it's good :)
 
King_Oni said:
That's actually pretty good ^^

I didn't find it that depressing actually... I did however thought you tried to squeeze in some words a bit to abrupt, but that could be pressure of recording it, but besides that, it's good :)
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I might have, and I choked a couple of times, still work in progress :)
 
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