I've been having serious difficulties lately with any work that requires mental effort. It feels like I have some issues with my cognitive functions, even though this has been a struggle for me my entire life. Reading has become a challenge for me as well. Despite having a lot of thoughts, I find it incredibly hard to bring anything to fruition in the intellectual sphere.
In recent years, I've occasionally tried to keep my brain active, but now almost everything feels difficult: reading, writing, counting, speaking. I’ve immersed myself in a world of unproductive fantasies and am desperately trying to escape from it. But even returning to reality and focusing on it seems like an overwhelming task. Essentially, I've lost all desire for personal growth.
In recent years, I've occasionally tried to keep my brain active, but now almost everything feels difficult: reading, writing, counting, speaking. I’ve immersed myself in a world of unproductive fantasies and am desperately trying to escape from it. But even returning to reality and focusing on it seems like an overwhelming task. Essentially, I've lost all desire for personal growth.