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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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Everyone Hates Me 48 From Brooklyn, NY
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  • Tony Ramirez
    I now hate Christmas music. I hate it playing in stores and social parties. I turn it off at social parties when I find the source, usually an iPad.
    Tony Ramirez
    The word's boyfriend husband partner wife girlfriend love married marriage engagement engaged best friend bestie friend friendships friend group tribe your people need to be banned from the English language.
    Tired
    Tired
    Then you would have nothing to write about in your posts.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    No *
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Gosh, sorry Tony.
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm doing much better today. I'm not out of the church. Those women don't hate me. I actually talked to them. I am meeting up with one tomorrow. My parents are fine with me. I feel relieved.
    Fredan
    Fredan
    Amazing news.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I went bad. I hate women, especially my mother. I hate people. I want to rot away and die.
    Tony Ramirez
    I wish I could kill myself
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry to read you don't feel accepted. l don't necessarily like crowds of people such as church groups, and meet-ups. Hoping you can find some hobbies to help you thru this part of your life. Drawing landscapes, drawing people, reading books. Anything where you use your hands can be very satisfying and help you feel better.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Join a gym and just walk on a treadmill, or take a new exercise class.
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    Steelbookcollector217
    reminds me how i lost someone to suicide back in July, he took his own life on July 2nd, i had known him since High School. I attended his funeral.
    Tony Ramirez
    Got kicked out of another church community and retreat. I hate people and my life. I wish I was dead.
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    Tired
    Tired
    What is the reason they gave you for kicking you out?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Meltdown for being ostracized, ignored. Mother putting me down. Trauma from the past from the café and Jade blocking me this year. Useless therapists making things worse.
    Fredan
    Fredan
    Damn, consider getting a different therapist then?
    Tony Ramirez
    Going away again for a while for my mental health.
    Even getting a new trauma therapist, the last one was a bully support is from the midtown church.
    Tony Ramirez
    Women can do whatever they want to men even emotionally break them but if a man even shows his emotions he is a weirdo ignored even arrested. If a women cries or even looks gloomy everyone is by her side.
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    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    I suspect a large portion of the supposed "male loneliness epidemic" and subsequent higher rates of mental illness is due to the absolute lack of and unwillingness to learn emotional regulation skills on the part of men. No one, I repeat, NO ONE wants to be around angry men who can't and won't control themselves.
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    Steelbookcollector217
    yeah i attended the funeral for the person whom i lost to suicide back in July.
    H
    Hypnalis
    On aggregate, XY's have better emotional regulation than XX's, due to differences in upbringing and cultural influences (yes really). But that's hardly relevant to Tony's issue.

    Tony: a "talk therapist" probably isn't ideal. Someone who can help you control your behavior would be better.
    Or you can choose to listen to the (relatively few) people here who can guide you in that direction.
    Tony Ramirez
    I lost interest in volunteering and gardening. I am not welcomed in either space.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I'm sorry to hear that. Is there anything that you still enjoy even when you don't have anyone to do it with?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Nothing really the word is Anhedonia
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    She looked at me and ignored me, like those women did at the Café those 143 days I was there. I lost it.
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