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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Metal health will drive you mad! 46 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I wish scientists would come up with a cure for depression. Just one pill to balance the chemicals for the rest of my life. Come on, scientists, figure something out! You’ll win the Nobel Prize if you figure this out if the other pharmaceutical companies do not assassinate you first!
    Metalhead
    My review website is back under construction. A friend is building it for me and charging me a friend price. It will include sections for anime and TV season reviews, as well as movies. Expect it in a couple of months.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    This is very positive. Glad you are taking an interest and looking towards the future.
    oregano
    oregano
    You could try making videos of yourself reviewing movies and put the reviews on Youtube. A few people get a little money from monetizing review videos.
    Metalhead
    I have to accept that NOBODY in my blood family will ever take me seriously as a human being. And I admit that is extremely painful facing up to that fact and shedding all illusions.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I totally agree, l am in that exact position. I left my delusional thoughts that they ever cared, and that actually freed me.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But l still would invite you to a pity party why we were assigned such shxxty mothers and fathers.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had some marijuana right now. Maybe I will buy some this weekend. Smoke some cannabis indica and listen to Yes on vinyl.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had a cigar. A big fat cigar. And a wallet full of hundred dollar bills. And a tailored Versace suit. And a limo with a personal chauffeur. And a condo with a view of Central Park. Really, I'm not asking for that much, am I?
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    I don't think its asking for a lot! You could have said you wanted a suitcase full of hundred dollar bills! :-)
    Metalhead
    I got invited to a weekly men's Sunday morning coffee gathering. I will be going to that for the time being. I will order a white chocolate mocha and talk with the other guys there for a couple of hours. I have a ride to and from there every week now.
    Outdated
    Have you ever had any interest in the Eurovision Song Contest? I thought you might like Australia's entrant for this year:

    Metalhead
    Listening to Die Walkure while working at the office. Motivational music. Shame the composer was an asshole.
    Metalhead
    Tonight, for dinner, I will make a grilled cheese and tomato sandwich with a side of tomato soup. Tasty. Food comforts me during times of stress. It's a step above finding comfort in beer.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Let me think? Creamy and tangy acidic is your comfort food? The cheese is creamy when melted, and tomato is tangy acidic flavor. Creamy and crunchy is mine, along with sliced tomatoes on sandwiches, and in omelets, and in salsa. Tamato soup can be creamy.
    Metalhead
    I do not have to be who I was yesterday. I do not have to be who I was five minutes ago. I have my friends, I have my higher power, I have forces in my life that are stronger than addiction, stronger than my bloodline’s diseased weaknesses.
    Metalhead
    It turns out my RL friends are there for me in my darkest of hours, and for that, I am grateful. I will repay them by being the best version of myself I can be, for myself and for them. Forget my family’s voice in my head.
    Metalhead
    Hands of time will wring my neck. Every little moment spells regret. But I don’t have to feel this way. As a voice inside my head says Good Night. Good Night.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I most likely will not be employed for much longer. May as well say I had a decent run.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    Just hold on. Even if you do lose the job,you could get another plus there are still other things. Think about all those good foods you like to make .
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    Just a few days ago you were sounding positive and wanting a fresh start. It's not to late for all that.
    Metalhead
    I feel like hitting the "reset" button on my life, starting fresh and anew, taking a completely different road than what I have been walking on. I should do exactly that.
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