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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Metal health will drive you mad! 46 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I just severed ties with a couple of people who were more concerned about me being concerned than they were about the crap going on in the world these days. I am crazy because I am worried about my future livelihood? Forget those people.
    Metalhead
    Stop the world, I want to step off. The vacuum of space. The endless abyss of nothingness.
    Metalhead
    Frankly, I don't have the strength to go to work every day, and then go home to spend every afternoon, evening and weekend in isolation. I can't keep this up any longer.
    Metalhead
    All hope is lost. Evil has won. Might as well end my life now before they get around to it.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Tell me. Do YOU think these works are evil? Or is it because others around you say so?

    A mind influenced by the words of others, can be a troubling thing sometimes. Especially if those words are laced in hidden malicious intent.

    But nothing is worth the cost of suicide.
    oregano
    oregano
    It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees. -Emiliano Zapata, Mexican revolutionary

    The way I interpret that is to go out fighting in a blaze of glory is far better than killing yourself in a dark room out of fear. Fear makes you live (and die) on your knees, while courage lets you die a noble death.
    Metalhead
    I want to feel peace within myself, but instead I feel a lack of hope. I feel defeated. I am defeated.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    May you embody the phoenix, and rise again.

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    Metalhead
    To quote Ben Folds - You know what hope is, hope is a bastard, hope is a liar, a cheat and a tease. Hope comes near you, kick its backside, got no place in days like these.
    Metalhead
    I shall take Benadryl at all hours I am not at my job from now on. Sleep my life away. I find pleasure in my dreams. Not so much in the real world anymore.
    Metalhead
    Life has no meaning. Life has no purpose. We are put here to suffer, except for those lucky few who are evil enough to claw their way over all of the others and dance over the corpses of those who believe in the illusion of decent morality.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I end my sobriety when I get paid tomorrow. There is no point in trying to build myself up any longer.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry to read you are feeling down. I had to assert myself recently and say don't be disrespectful. It was upsetting, but l just powered thru.
    Metalhead
    Tacos and non-alcoholic beer for lunch on my paid day off today. And with my Xbox keeping me company, I am set.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could run away from toxic ties completely, start life anew on another shore with the help of my chosen family, maybe if I win the Powerball jackpot I can make that happen.
    Metalhead
    I need coffee. Lots of coffee. Black as my soul and heart. Bitter as my spirit. Energizing as a bunny that is charged with battery.
    Metalhead
    I just watched Wong Kar Wai’s In the Mood for Love. That is truly a perfect movie. I feel like watching it over again immediately.
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