well I should probably wait the half an hour that it will be for my mom to let me know she got to work and talk to her for a few and then take a short nap.
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:sleep: maybe I should take a nap
oh not much, juts got my mom out the door and prayed for her safety on the drive down. just listening to music and trying to get FB to load my pictures.
lol I was looking for my swim suit. I already have food in my tummy
I am getting ready to walk out the door now. see you soon :love:
maybe I should bring my bathing suit then
lol
yea :unhappy: we could find something else to do. I gotta pay auto insurance and get bread too.
lol love you :love:
well since we are having problems with FB chat, Pleasant dreams and I love you too, see you tomorrow (hope we can make it to the trail because I was actually thinking about that eariler today)
ah ok
I would have thought you would have already done your walk by now because you can't see if it gets too dark.
ok here we come love you :love:
ah ok. anyway about today's plans. I was able to get my mom up, she just finished eating and is now getting dressed to go. she wanted to try to hit the festival out in High Springs before they closed up today (if you still want to come along, and then hit like Lowes or Home Depot)
I will have the car Monday morning, she doesn't work Sunday nights. monday morning is the only time I can have the car that early in the morning and the place is out towards Alachua and High Springs.
I am feeling better than I was feeling, slowly going away. where did you get Target from?
ah ok. I will likely be tired but I will get up that early.
with all you have to do on Monday, maybe we should wait for what we talked about for a week when we can get together first thing in the morning (I met "him" at 8am that time) I was thinking something similar for us to get together.
first thing I gotta do is find a way to relax back out of this meltdown and I have no idea how to do that (because I have never felt quite like this before, it's different then most of mine)
for the rest of the day? no idea, depends on when I can actually get my mom out of bed.
monday? I was thinking that would be the day for what we talked about (probably the best time to have the most time if we can get together early enough)
also, just so you know, I am not sure if my mom will even manage to get out of bed in time for doing some plant shopping. she has barely responded to me coming in there to get her up.
outwardly, I may have appeared comfortable, inwardly I was screaming at the top of my lungs. I have been chewing on my nails ever since I dropped you off and I don't do that very often at all. that is one of my signs that I am infact having a meltdown, however a mild one. I guess I put the NT face on. -
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