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KevinMao133

KevinMao133

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  • KevinMao133
    I just realized something: the older I get, the more I’m confused

    My brain is overwhelmed a lot these days

    I always want to know more, learn more and get better. I feel like I can really be great but my mind has to allow it for it to happen
    KevinMao133
    Society is confusing at best

    They tell us sitting down kills you and that it is bad for your health

    Then they tell us to be happy with our bodies

    No one can exercise 100% of the time, we have to sit down sometimes

    How can one be happy about its own appearance when we have constantly being bombarded with things we will never understand
    Levitat0r
    Levitat0r
    Everything is bad for you because everyone takes credit for warning you that something is bad for you
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Nothing good happens in 2024

    I try not to listen but sometimes the pressure can be overwhelming
    KevinMao133
    Just ordered something, it’s off. Doesn’t look good, not wearable

    Always read reviews, don’t order off bad sites
    KevinMao133
    Having obsessive thoughts

    Never let thoughts control what you do
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Thoughts do not have to lead to actions. Some thoughts just come and go. Obsessive thoughts sometimes need to be told that they have outstayed their welcome.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Agreed. Also obsessive thoughts and ego are interconnected

    Everyone got ego but not everyone have an uncontrollable one
    KevinMao133
    I could’ve sworn I slept forever

    Slept at 2 last night, woke up at.. 8 this morning

    Looking at the outside, it sure feels like it’s 8 pm
    KevinMao133
    Truth is, it’s easy to be calm when I don’t understand 90% of what’s going on

    I don’t want to understand the world, I don’t try to understand the world. There’s nothing for me to understand
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I am the opposite of you, @KevinMao133. I can only feel calm when I feel like I can understand. It is a lifelong quest that I don't expect to ever finish - trying to understand the world.
    KevinMao133
    I just woke up feeling triggered

    It stems from greed. I don’t know what to do as I’m tired
    KevinMao133
    I actually sleep better when I’m on the road

    It’s only when I’m at home do things worsen
    tree
    tree
    Why do you suppose that is?
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Stress, minimal incentive to wake up. It’s all going to change
    tree
    tree
    Stress?
    Stress *at home* but not when you're out on the road.

    Does the stress involve relatives?
    Or what?
    KevinMao133
    I am beyond confused right now

    I have a few documents I need to authenticate. The Chinese side says I have to do it but on the government of Canada website, it says I don’t

    Also I’m going to Texas next month so if I do mail my passport, I won’t be able to go

    I’m still trying to process everything. I can’t sleep
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Lack of sleep makes decision making and executive functioning very tough. Maybe you can make more sense of the documents after a nap.
    KevinMao133
    Right after Christmas is new years

    At least there won’t be many holidays after this
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Thank God valentine day is not a federal holiday. I freaking hate that day. I try avoid going out that day.
    KevinMao133
    NTs seem to have something I lack

    It seems to others I give off bad vibes or bad energy, even though it’s not true

    I tried doing everything I can. I’m not going to back down, I’m not condoning bs. I’m standing up for myself
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Same here. Especially with single women which is why I seem to only brings me taken women which irritates me more.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    Well I don’t like couples, you agree. I mean I don’t know, if I’m just awkward. Plus I was just thinking maybe I don’t want or need a relationship as I’m happy being single and I don’t like being tied up
    KevinMao133
    I keep asking myself this question: do I want to meet others and cultivate a friendship

    The answer is no, although sometimes I want to

    I don’t know, my desire is minimal
    tree
    tree
    Mixed feelings about it.
    Sort of a maybe, maybe not kind of thing.
    KevinMao133
    How to not be greedy?

    I don’t know. I’m still learning
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Me too. I try to lower my expectations
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Find gratitude for what you have.

    Remember people who do not have the things that you are grateful for.

    Be realistic about what you really need.

    Satiate your desires with important experiences instead of things or money.

    Find value in others having what they need, too.
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