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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    Going to the doctor today for a possible medication readjustment. My body might have just become too used to the current meds.
    Metalhead
    I am in a mental health situation where I have been slipping, just not nearly as far as I used to slip.
    Metalhead
    I want to go on a long cruise with a friend with benefits where there are hours of nothing to do but enjoy the benefits for two weeks straight.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Trying to go on a cruise next year. Might be fun.
    M
    Mr. Stevens
    That sounds awesome. Forget the cruise, I'd settle for a bed. The couch. The floor.
    Metalhead
    I feel as if I had entered a midlife crisis. But I do not have enough money for a sports car and I do not want a trophy husband.
    Metalhead
    I would love to have a real reason to get out of bed.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Your purpose can be to exist and survive right now. Eat food, drink water, move. These are reasons to get out of bed.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Get outside, look up at the sky, breathe in the fresh air, and find something beautiful to notice. You will find your purpose outside of your bed.

    R.9674b3483bd3a9a511142b2e7277b9c6
    Metalhead
    I realize that I have been coasting through life without feeling any real purpose or reason for existing.
    Metalhead
    I wish I could sleep for a month straight and wake up 20lbs lighter after skipping Christmas.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    I feel like it's usually easier than that if you're OK with it taking some time to gradually regulate. Sometimes just a few healthy choices every day is all you need!
    Metalhead
    If one is very unhappy or very mentally ill, I might have empathy if they want a way out of it. Those who use that state as an excuse to be abusive to everybody around them deserve no pity, no quarter, not even a millimeter.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    Statistically-speaking, the mentally-ill are more likely to be abused than abusive, believe it or not. It's one of those unfortunate misconceptions.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I believe it. I am referring to people who are like - “I have a diagnosis, therefore I am never responsible for my behavior.” Sadly, those types are common.
    Metalhead
    If one does not love oneself first, how the hell can that person love anybody else? Selfishness is not necessarily a bad thing in this case.
    Metalhead
    I feel like I am a worthless fat piggy, and that I will never be worth anything until I lose my disgusting fat piggy belly. I probably should not eat for a few months - I have enough calories in my beer belly to support me for that long.
    Metalhead
    I feel like going to the gym twice daily while keeping my caloric intake around 1K a day. I hate being so fat that my mother and stepfather chastise me and outright insult me about it every time they see me - the weight I lost so far means nothing to them.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are doing it, one day at a time. Don't look for validation from them. They will never give it to you.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    You could probably get away with eating well over 1K calories per day if you're going to the gym daily. Sometimes just making healthy choices does most of the work for you, too, the gym is just for toning up and building muscle mostly :D
    Metalhead
    When my tax refund check arrives and I save up some cash, I will be on my way far away from here.
    oregano
    oregano
    Michigan Or Bust! Yay for you!
    Metalhead
    A part of me still wishes I worked a simple machine job with great pay and benefits like I used to. It is a shame the homophobia there drove me away. I was pretty damn good at that job.
    tree
    tree
    Maybe there's a chance you can find similar work elsewhere?
    Metalhead
    I am going out for pizza by myself in several hours from now. Local place has all day happy hour on Sundays with $10 small pizzas.
    M
    Mr. Stevens
    Metalhead, you're an awesome guy with a big heart. It's good to see you happy.
    Metalhead
    If I had a dollar for every time somebody tried to explain to me that my mother deserves my allegiance just because of the blood ties, I would be swimming in gold coins right now.
    Crabcore
    Crabcore
    That might be their own religious trauma speaking, unfortunately
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I can't really think that your relative is a ......... mom.......
    Metalhead
    My spirit used to be full of self pity. Now it is overflowing with righteous anger. I am a miasma of spiritual rage. The band Deicide speaks my opinions on God right now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Shoot, my mom dialed my number today, and l couldn't bring myself to talk to her. Residual anger. :(
    Metalhead
    I want a bottle of bourbon and some indica gummies. And the ability to teleport my house to the other side of the country by pushing a button on a one way only trip. Seriously, some people I know here really suck, and not in that fun way.
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