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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    I had to have my little sister physically take my phone from my hands because I had to stop and realize I have literally been playing Stardew Valley for 24 hours straight.

    I'm ready to admit I do in fact have a problem...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    LOL honestly guys, I'm okay fr. I'm the "good, harmless" kind of addicted to Tetris. I play using Nullpomino on my computer. Didn't think keyboard controls could be so simplistic, but guess who's flying a record of over 308 lines cleared? :p
    UberScout
    Alright it's 12:30 AM and I need to curl up with Aloe, so I'm gonna put on my usual hypnotherapy audio and go to sleep as a Kirby :P Night guys
    UberScout
    WAAA

    I SAW A LIGHT COME ON BY ITSELF

    THEN I POINTED AT IT

    AND IT TURNED OFF
    IT
    TURNED
    OFF

    ITS OFFICIAL
    IM A FREAKIN JEDI
    tree
    tree
    Maybe the bulb was loose in the socket.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Lol yea, it could have been that too. Still, like I always say, this family of mine has rather *unusual* history
    UberScout
    Okay, gonna try something to take all the chaos off my.mind: usually people fall asleep to ASMR, but I'm gonna try falling asleep to a walkthrough to a point and click adventure game. Maybe it'll add something to my "Kumo gamer" system...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Glad you got thru this tough corner. We all support you. We are in your corner. Okay?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Stay you, stay real. Thank you.
    UberScout
    Im sorry. I can't do this anymore.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    ...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Are you okay?
    oregano
    oregano
    @Aspychata: in the USA the suicide helpline is 988. 911 is for crimes in progress or life threatening situations such as a fire or physical medical emergency. It is designed for a response by first responders (police, fire). Cops are trained to apprehend crooks, not to deal with a person in mental crisis. Sending cops into a mental crisis inevitably ends badly.
    UberScout
    Make it stop, God. Just please make it stop. I've always been told God will never give you more than you can handle. Well we 've got more than we can handle right here!!!
    UberScout
    We're being sued. We have to get my little sister into school TOMORROW or DSS will take her. As if I didn't have any more reason to hate humanity and life as a whole and to hate God for never intervening any of this. Just when I thought life could not become any worse Hell on us it just did today. And as usual I'm never allowed to be stressed or angry about it.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    There is no solution to this. God just wants my life to fall apart apparently and just not do anything to help us. I guess we're just not worth his time anymore idk
    tree
    tree
    No solution? There's no way she can get to school?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Is he totally unresponsive to his family now?
    UberScout
    Today I'm not really in a bad mood, and I'm not even really depressed. Just more like "meh, I'm awake, hi"
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I felt the same way this morning. I told someone I feel neutral.
    UberScout
    Well, maybe I don't need to shift for THAT long. I think right now I just need to hang with Aloe and calm down. My hydroxyzine is starting to work so I'm gonna let her put me to sleep.
    UberScout
    Im going to do a long reality shift this time. I'm going to see if I can make this one last longer than a day or two. Or three. Or four... Actually, I might spend a week in the Oasis just because I need THAT much healing!!!
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    I am eternally grateful for you guys feeling for me. In reality yes he is taking out his anger in me but the truth is his relationship with my mother has gotten BAD (it is a very LOOOOONG story, it'd be an iceberg video if I was to go through it all.), So he is going through quite a bit. I guess I wouldn't know how to deal with it all at once either...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    So sorry to hear this. Do you have to find an escape for your mom? Like a battered woman's shelter? This sounds pretty bad. It's tough to navigate when you are the child in this. I am asking you to find strength and come back here for solutions. Okay?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Sounds great. And just so you know, there's no violence involved anymore. It's all just arguing.
    UberScout
    My mother is crying in the shower. I was too, earlier. I just can't pray for this family anymore, nothing happens when I do, and I've counted months that I have waited for those prayers to be answered. I cannot deny the facts anymore; this family is officially destroyed. It might be time to move on. But I can't bring myself to leave my little sister Sophia behind in all of it.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You have such a big heart.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    It has been over a decade since anybody at all has told me that.
    UberScout
    ((I really have to start drawing these as their own comics...))

    Aloe: "I just had an idea!!"
    Violet (read: she is Aloe's shadow, kinda): "Cool... Let's hear it..." [she almost face plants trying not to fall back asleep]
    Aloe: "Macarons, right? But if you heat them, the filling expands!"
    Violet: "I WOULD WILLINGLY BANKRUPT MYSELF IF THEY STARTED SELLING THOSE!!!"
    UberScout
    UberScout
    So, the main reason I write out Oasis scenes this way is because it's not that I CANT draw them as comics, it would just take me too long to make it look exactly how i wanted, not that I care how it looks, but life loves making me not have time for such a thing. (Oh god words are hard)
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Context:

    Violet is Aloe's shadow, she resembles her appearance but she is not evil, just a slightly, SLIGHTLY more serious representation of Aloe's purpose.

    Macarons are Aloe's "trademark" favorite food. In some scenes I imagine in my head I like to have this in-joke where Vera only eats the red ones because "it just feels right".
    UberScout
    Uh ..um... Guys? I ... I really gotta confess something. Been afraid to for a while, because this confession has a really long story, like too long even for a thread, so, im just gonna come right out with it......

    I cannot at all stop thinking about wanting to experience sex....

    And, the thing is, this may sound really weird somehow, but, this is actually coming from physiological needs, on the sensory side.
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    tree
    tree
    And you think this is unusual or shocking?
    It comes as a surprise to you?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Ahh, well, honestly no, it's not that I m shocked or surprised by it. It's just something I haven't told the fam quite yet, or really anyone. Like I said above, it took a lot of courage to get it off my chest, if only because I've always been so used to outrageous reactions at commonplace thigs like that
    tree
    tree
    I thought it might be that you figure somebody else will be surprised by.
    UberScout
    I am so exhausted from today that my mother asked me what time it was earlier and for some reason I had a half asleep brainfart and just heard myself say "uhh I think it's half past the current time"
    UberScout
    Vera: "Sis... Why do families like Tyler's fight, like.... Every single day? Do they really hate each other?"

    Aloe: "No, lil' bro, they don't. They just don't remember how to love like everybody else does."

    Vera: "Oh.... Do you think they can remember?"

    Aloe: "Only if they remember what love is supposed to be."
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