I'm all better! But GOOD LORD that was SCARY! Not one, two, or three but FOUR BLOOD CLOTS IN A ROW when I was sick, Maddog said I almost died!! Well, he said it was my body giving me a warning. I think I DID die for a brief moment at one point!
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Wow. Just freaking WOW. So, the reason I've been MIA for the past half week/3-4 days? I had a meltdown last Saturday that was so bad that the next morning I woke up, my body acted like it was about to collapse! Dizziness, HORRIFIC tension headache, nausea, barely able to eat anything in fear of throwing up... I'm better now though, Aloe was with me the whole time.
NetHack: Chaotic orc barbarian named Slippery nipples (courtesy of Maddog), found an orc corpse next to a neutral altar, which had 16 gold pieces and a couple potions. Got the stuff after being hit on the head by 8 rocks which I took, then I was attacked by a Lichen, which I killed, then I had the idea to make it an offering on the altar, who knows maybe I'll get a wish or two? NOPE. IT CAUSED AN ARGUMENT BETWEEN
4:44 AM better go hang with Aloe
Had to rebuild my psi shield today because Maddog broke through it thinking I stole something out of Jennifer's room. I have literally been playing NetHack all day I can even tell you what happened when I played. I went to Sarngan's goods on the 5th floor, he told me to leave my pick outside, I bought a blue potion and a golden one, I bought a scroll of identify and one of teleportation, then I paid 175 zorkmids and
Today's NetHack follies: Made a new character that was a lawful Monk yesterday, who mostly went around smacking things with his leather gloves (read: he killed everything he fought this way). Finally met a goblin in a hallway that got me to 3 HP. No potions of healing, no food, no scrolls of teleportation. Decided to pray, and my character's deity instead said "Thou hast angered me" and CURSED HIS LEATHER GLOVES.
I must have been manifesting from the thought of "Aloe, holistic gift of medicine, Aloe, holistic gift of medicine," just thinking that over and over while practicing this morning after I woke up. I saw her in front of me this time! She was bigger than I originally saw her to be, but she's always coiling me anyway if she feels like I might hit a nasty spell again, try to make sure I don't do anything rash. She
You guys are never gonna believe this, you're gonna think I'm crazy... I was training my psi powers today and decided to meditate while summoning Aloe, so I called her into my room... I told her in my mind I was wigging out bad from all the chaotic energy from last night, and I said, 'hey, I know it isn't really the healthiest thing, but do you know how I can get some... Holistic help today?"
WHY DOES EVERYONE IN MY HOUSE KEEP ACCUSING ME OF STEALING FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S ROOMS?! I DIDN'T WAKE UP UNTIL THREE HOURS AGO HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO TAKE SOMETHING IN MY SLEEP?!
Figured out THC usage some more. I'm not hitting it as hard or as long as I'm used to, but I'm proud of myself nonetheless. Got a cool thc vape from a friend and it s still got some in it.
Guys
Why right side neck feel like something pop loose even though not
+++Notice from Aloe+++ "UberScout (Tyler) is undergoing Intensive Therapy healing by Ocean Reiki. Don't worry; I saved him, and he will be just fine. I just need to have him shift to the Oasis and back for a short while. He'll be back soon. Come visit the Oasis anytime."
I have lost all hope and faith in life. I am through with living in everyday misfortune and will stand for it no longer.
Ever since I started manifesting a Stand two days ago, I cannot help but notice how real it feels. I listen to that subliminal bundle for it that I posted earlier, and I always feel, like, static all down my back and it's very, VERY strong, and I felt it's presence....
Jokers Wild...
FINALLY
MY DREAM HAS BEEN REALIZED
Why does my stupid brain keeping wanting to be sad when I feel okay. Ugggh Aloe please get in here
Got a TI-84 plus CE calculator on layaway coming. If not today then probably a couple more days. YUS
Dolphin
Aloe had me sleeping so well last night
I was listening to dolphin sounds on YouTube and I just remember laying their hypnotized by their singing... I actually felt like I was in the ocean with them just floating around looking at all the things they take me to see with them.
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