Leo Fender, inventor of the Fender guitar, didn't actually know how to play.
I used to play the piano but turns out I was actually better suited to play the American/reed organ.
Tell you what I'd focus on with this---Do something that you love, because you love it, and then work on getting legally emancipated from your mom. Break the cycle of sadness & let's see you go somewhere.
I used to play the piano but turns out I was actually better suited to play the American/reed organ.
Tell you what I'd focus on with this---Do something that you love, because you love it, and then work on getting legally emancipated from your mom. Break the cycle of sadness & let's see you go somewhere.
And the only way to improve is to try.
Quitting brings zero improvement
in the activities you mention.