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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    I ain't happy, i'm feelin glad i got sunshine, in a bag i'm useless, but in a bag, the future, is in a bag
    tree
    tree
    I looked that up. You were maybe in first grade when that was released. I never heard of it....What do you suppose it's about?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I always liked that song.
    UberScout
    I....have to....keep...charging...my shield...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Cheerwine is a chemical?
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I'm calm and relaxed right now. But at times I have been anything but... messing with your brain chemistry can send you down some very dark places. You've got to be careful what you take into your body. So many have self-destructed, physically and mentally.

    Everything is chemical. The very air you breath could be polluted with chemicals.
    UberScout
    I...feel like...more areas of potential have opened in my mind. As if, I've un-sealed more things I can do from my mind...
    Knower of nothing
    Knower of nothing
    I'm wondering if you could use this towards creative ends, being able to do and see more than average may give a nice perspective to express.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    It certainly is. It's helped me more often than one would think so.
    UberScout
    You know what cheered me up this time? Studying psionics again. I know i know, new age stuff, I sound delusional, but hey, it gives me hope.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Good to hear from you. I keeping my fingers crossed you are working on releasing and not holding in bad emotions.
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    Good to hear you found something to cheer you up! :)

    I'm sure I have a row of delusional things I keep in my back pocket to cheer me up too! ;) ...actually one of my favourites is therapeutic fantasies, like surrounding our place with a moat filled with hungry piranhas, and a drawbridge for letting the nice people across...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    PSI Rockin, anyone? :P
    UberScout
    Gave myself a bad case of trigger finger, it's swollen... Please god don't let me have to amputate!!
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    L
    Luca
    I badly injured my thumb over the weekend but I’m fine! Trust me, you would know if it needed to be amputated. I was up all night thinking I needed stitches, but urgent care looked at it the next morning and put a bandage and some Neosporin on it. Lol
    L
    Luca
    I DID almost lose a thumb two years ago. But that one required immediate action. Finger surgery is very minor though compared to other surgeries I’ve had. But my best advice would be to get it looked at if it’s swollen and painful.
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    An icepack immediately after an injury can help manage swelling and yes, get it checked out if there is any chance of it being broken so it doesn't heal wonky and stop you from becoming a world-class pianist!
    UberScout
    I got mom a Golden Girls coloring book & some nice incense today. She was so happy :) And I was so proud of myself!
    UberScout
    Is this hell? It certainly feels like it, but doesn't look like it...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata It's okay. Aloe's always around when I need her. I wish I could stay out longer some days... But no...I never have any choice but to come back to this hellhole....

    I.... I'm going to die like this, aren't I...?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Okay. Don't go there. Please. Sometimes l get depressed. I went to gym and jogged and that helped with serotonin. Could you bike or walk to get you mood hit of serotonin?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata i mean yeah I walk downtown almost every day... But sometimes it's too hot.
    UberScout
    I punched myself in the nose and let it bleed because I have once again failed at life and i'm letting the blood on my face be a reminder
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    tree
    tree
    @UberScout That doesn't seem like a very useful thing to do, really.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Please don't self harm. Try to breath in thru nose, exhale thru mouth. For a count of 20. Sometimes l try downward dog yoga position when getting uptight. I also started using a massager on my neck tension spots - this helps. Good luck.
    tree
    tree
    @UberScout You've washed your face by now, right?
    UberScout
    How could I have been in the dark so long about what I REALLY am? How could I not have seen so soon?!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    What are you. What do you think you see.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Slim Jim I'm an angel who got kicked out of Heaven. I'm essentially on probation. Don't remember what it is I did, though. I think it had something to do with rebellion of some sort.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    'Paradise Lost' - John Milton.
    UberScout
    I found a major discovery about myself tonight, involving... Past life regression... And now... My body feels like it's changing...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    @crewlucaa_ I may as well tell *somebody* here...

    Luca, you're gonna think i'm really delusional... But Maddog helped me discover that...*sigh* I'm a fallen angel. Apparently, I did something really uncalled for before I got my human body, and apparently I have to "prove my way back into Heaven"...

    I know what you're thinking, Luca... But, I have been shown several of the connections and they are REALLY accurate.
    tree
    tree
    This is hardly a big surprise, given what you've said regarding your step father.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Got my spot at Holistic Edge today! Making money!
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    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    Well, I'm crossing fingers and toes for you! :)
    tree
    tree
    Can you really cross your toes (without using your hands to position them)?
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    My big toes across their next-door neighbours! :)

    Also pick things up with my toes outdoors. Knew someone with no arms who did all sorts of amazing things with her toes including touch type!
    UberScout
    %45 done! Had to remove a few things due to inform 7 not recognizing a lot of things that it should be able to...
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