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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    when you talk about "league" you are implying to play the game. i cannot and will not play the game... if you play the game you are going by the rules of the game... which are basically to find a normal relationship, one where you cant really fully trust the other one, hide your bad side and...
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    its not my birthday, i dont like to give my personal information to webs... i just put the year correctly
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    A girl in reddit messaged me cause she said she liked sensitive and needy men like me... We talked briefly... I was opening myself and telling her stuff and she seemed to accept me... Then I said about exchanging pics and I sent mine and she went into radio silence.. It was 2 AM, maybe she went...
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    Disorder at work

    Its a small company and hes the co owner of it. The other boss is the main owner, but he doesnt care and he trusts him. I mean, he gets work done... But he is so carefree. If hes told he has to do something according to some law, he does it... The problem is that he cant know many times, cause...
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    Disorder at work

    Im stressed again... My work place is in the ground floor of a small industrial unit with a door next to the warehouse, which is were the workers are, before they load up stuff and go away to work. Here there are 4 tables, 3 empty and one mine... But here is also the coffee maker, the bathroom...
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    Disorder at work

    This is the best job I could ever have... Im alone most of my day and I dont have much work... Its just the autism that makes small things stressful. I also get paid pretty well, much more than I could hope and I think I wont ever get another job where I would get paid this much. In job search...
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    Disorder at work

    My boss asked me to calculate a beam, to know if it can support some stuff... We already know it can, cause another machine was put in another beam next to this one, and they are identical... Still, he asked me, but he didnt give me almost any info, specially the type of beam... After a lot of...
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    Disorder at work

    My boss asked me to calculate a beam, to know if it can support some stuff... We already know it can, cause another machine was put in another beam next to this one, and they are identical... Still, he asked me, but he didnt give me almost any info, specially the type of beam... After a lot of...
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    I tried talking to friends. After talking to them and trusting them and being accepted and ****, they just go away to do their **** or with their bf's, and I feel absolutely betrayed and like ****. And I cannot have other types of friends like superficial ones cause I dont care about that and...
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    Im not that kind of lonely... That would be a massive waste of effort in exchange of more pointless suffering. It would be nice to have a very bad job like that or worse... It would definitely give me strength to die...
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    Disorder at work

    I get paid here much more than in any other site for my experience and perhaps my experience in even 5 or 10 years... Its probably the most Ill get paid in all my life. So I wont leave this job. Im alone most of the day and I dnt get much work... Its just that this part was annoying. This work...
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    After trying reddit for several weeks... It was the last thing I had left to try... Im getting to the idea that Im done now, ready to suicide... I hope I will do it in a few months... I thought id last more after finding reddit, but no... I have feeling this deep emptiness loneliness pain since...
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    Loneliness and nothing else...

    Im extremely lonely and it hurts a lot...
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    Disorder at work

    Its what I said. I dont have much experience and I dont know how to do much... I dont think there is a more suitable employment for me. I get paid well too and Im by myself most of the day. I could agree, but as I said above, I dont know how to do much more. There are some documents that...
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    Disorder at work

    I dont know if its my strength, but I like to have things organized, but I understand that there is a limit in utility. There is a point where if you keep organizing you are just wasting time. My main point was that he works in a way that ignores others and its like I have to go behind him...
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