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Recent content by if6wasnin9

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    Mood disorder and autism

    I've seen at least 6 psychologists since 1983 in and out of the hospital and none of them said a word to me. And dozens of therapists who know nothing. None of these people ever wanted to know what was causing my acute anxiety. I figured it out few yrs ago - I started dissociating at 14 and...
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    What Really Makes a Genius?

    People who think outside the box and think for themselves. They come up with better ideas than if they're working with or for someone else. Bach, Newton, Tesla, Edison. Von Braun invented the missile under direction of an evil govn't then brought it to the free world and did something good with it.
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    Mood disorder and autism

    My NP isn't listening to anything. She was nice the other day but forgot everything I told her about my family, job, hospitals, etc. I can't believe it. I told her months ago that no one is on my side and she told me she was but I don't believe her. I told her I'm just existing and have lots of...
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    Mood disorder and autism

    Yes, lots of Drs I've seen last 40 years will not tell me what they're thinking or label me. I usually find out after looking at hospital discharge papers which say "Tremor active, Major Depression". Several Drs told me I was Agitated Depression (or Bipolar) and stupid Hopkins Resident in 2017...
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    Does anyone here take clonazepam for anxiety ?

    Took it 20 years and never had a problem. Now they don't want to give it to you. I stopped it 5 times with no problem. These Drs don't know anything about these meds. Every time I went into the hospital they'd put me back on it.
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    Mood disorder and autism

    I've had severe mood disorder almost 50 years, taken every drug and tons of ECT with little relief. And dozens of hospitalizations, abused in hospitals. I'm severe bipolar and meds have helped last 6 months and now I'm told I'm autistic, too. And my NP said I'm schizophrenic. I tell her I don't...
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    Impossible online therapist

    Saw online therapist. I can't talk about it! I am furious! I can't get it out of my head! She didn't understand a thing I said! It was like I was talking Japanese? She didn't understand that lots of Drs/therapists have ignored me last 10 years. Or that I've been abused in all hospitals last 40...
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    If you were honest with yourselves, how many of you hate having this condition?

    Why would anyone enjoy having a disorder? Life's hard enough if you can function properly. I don't know what I have but I can't function and no one's wanted to help last 40 years. Just been abused and used and experimented with and almost cost me my life more than once. I'm ready to kill myself...
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    Seeking your input. Would you work 12 hours per day, 7 days a week, for 45 days straight at high pay?

    You have a disorder and you can work? I haven't been able to do anything last 25 years. How do you function with a disorder? There's a Chinese restaurant nearby run by a family and they live in that place and the husband slaves behind a stove 11 hours a day 6 days a week! I would lose my mind...
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    Favourite cover versions of songs...

    "Born under a bad sign" by Cream. If it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all...
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    What was the last TV show you watched?

    I used to watch Sam & Cat on Nickelodeon with Ariana Grande. She was very funny!
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    David Jeremiah quote

    Read The Bible twice and didn't understand it at all. Never understood Church when I was young. Especially when Pastor talked about The Holy Ghost. But I remember what it was like when everything was wonderful before I got sick at 13. Had great times with my grandparents... they taught me...
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    David Jeremiah quote

    I'm not religious but watched some Spiritual TV last month and Dr Jeremiah said something which struck me. He said "You don't have to try and figure everything out. If you try to figure everything out you will be miserable". That's exactly what I've been trying to do last 45 years and it's made...
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    Identifying with yourself

    I've looked for years for help with dissociation and there is none. I've told everyone including Drs at Johns Hopkins and they didn't listen at all and therapists don't listen and know nothing! I struggle every second and now my nights are horrible since I took Prozac 2 years ago! Help doesn't...
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    List your audio equipment

    Bought a Fluance turntable few months ago and didn't sound any better than my $80 AT turntable. Never liked Boston Acoustic speakers - they sound dull. My JBLs hit hard and are very realistic. I listen to Robin Trower, Priest, Ozzy, Cream, Limp Bizkit, Joe Satriani, ZZ Top and have tons of...
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