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Recent content by convallaria

  1. convallaria

    What do you think about freedom?

    yes, i think its internal oh my god we are prisons :dizzy:
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    i think speed smell just like speed :tearsofjoy:
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    yes something like that
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    What do you think about freedom?

    But you had the possibility of walking away from home. You just didnt want to go. But you coud go. Understand what i mean? :tearsofjoy: In general, freedom is possibility to go. so if you locked by yourself its not like prison.
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    we had a LOT of design drugs here (they call it salt and spices) i tried salt called mefedron its like mdma+amphetamine. good stuff but VERY addictive
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    What do you think about freedom?

    when I was in quarantine (flew by plane to another region of the country) i was hospitalized with bad fever (not corona just otitis) but doctors thought it was corona and they locked me on quarantine in hospital. it was like prison. i couldnt leave very small room like a whole week and i was so...
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    Special interest

    Dont have special interest too... My doctor said its normal to autistic girls. Mostly boys have special interests. But when you are concentrated on something you love to do (for me its routine things or writing) you are forget about everything and its like meditate and similar to having special...
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    im too lazy for sport... i didnt do sport even in school. i dont even have enough strength to open the caned food... im very weak and thin (forget the word but maybe you understand i dont have enough power in my body :astonished:)
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    This post made me to think. A lot of thoughts in my head just blowing my mind... I said him and he is sceptical about this. He does not believe that he can cure addiction by any of methods. But i believe in it. And i dont know what good things i can do everyday... Now im stopped doing hard drugs...
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    does the diagnosis really explain anything at all?

    it just explains how your brain works and influence of your brain on your personatility. but you arent your diagnosis, you are human with another type of function in society. so when you know about diagnosis you stop thinking that you are wrong or psycho. it helps with self-indification and...
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    yes i wathed a lot of videos about it. but no one said how to stop copying... even my therapist (neurologist who diagnosted me as aspie) thought i was sociopath or thransgender because i was copying my father and male friends.
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    do you pay attention to the calendar

    I often look at the calendar and at the time because I always forget what date it is today... I was in the same situation, so every morning in the work chat I ask if I work today or today is a day off. (I hate work chats by the way ... constant conversations about nothing)
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    this is very inspiring and motivating story. but its so sad that depression came back to you in the end. what diary? and you were medical student too! did you choose it by yourself? im sorry about your sister but its right. mdma not only makes you like you dont have autism but also give you...
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    i will think about it. and i dont knw much about CBD but i will try to find it. he is not iterested in quiting... i dont know how to convince him! he is using drugs like 4-5 years already. and he quited once when he dated another girl. this is hurts. he quited for her but wont do it for me...
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    i'm drug addicted aspi girl

    thank you for replies and support. it is very inspiring :hearteyes: YES. i want it everyday but I have not used amphetamine for a month (progress :poutingcat:) about pregabalin... it makes me feel free from everyrhing, relaxing, i can talk to people, can do some work that i thought i can never...
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