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Butterfly_Lady

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  • Nolan1971
    I was talking out of anger. I was taught from childhood to forgive & forget all hurts from that day
    before i sleep so this never happened and i am sorry for my hurtful attitude. I will always love you!
    You are my very best friend and family forever! I love you! Pleasant dreams
    Nolan1971
    What about the dating situation? If you were to see anyone else I will leave forever.
    I will be crying myself to sleep now Thanks!
    Nolan1971
    Besides I did not ask for any upgrade on our status beyond our present one and
    I don't want anyone to think I am available I'm not interested in seeing anyone but you.
    Nolan1971
    Well I did make a sacred promise to God and you I would wait at your pace
    even if that meant many years! That promise I have never broken so I you should not feel rushed anymore.
    I would be willing to wait till I'm over 60 if that would make you happy. I would do that for no one else on earth!
    Nolan1971
    Are you saying you might still change your mind further down the road?
    Meaning there is hope?
    Nolan1971
    Fine but I guess this means everything we shared was a big fat lie and I never meant anything to you!
    I thought i was special boy that was a delusion @#$%
    Nolan1971
    Well I guess I officially give up on love forever! I will never again share what I did with you!
    I guess I was a complete fool for even trying!
    Nolan1971
    Love is about compromise even if you have to write it down request what you would like me to do
    as though we were already married. So I can practice now:)
    Nolan1971
    I am changing that. When I am working I will only have time to meet once a week.
    I will gladly do that for you!
    Nolan1971
    That sounds reasonable since I know it is never personal. On individual days just leave a smiley face
    to your morning greeting and I will know. I'm trying my best to be understanding and I have changed quite a bit
    please have patience with me. I always want you in my life I will never love anyone as much as you!
    Nolan1971
    I would like to make an offer. I will limit myself to 5 texts or less total FB & AC daily
    and from now on when you need a week like this I will not complain I only ask you
    be understanding with my symptoms. Enjoy your night! So this will be the last one
    Pleasant dreams and I love you!:love:
    Nolan1971
    Sorry for asking when the subject comes to mind I go with it. I am sorry to hear about the car!
    My only other post will be to wish you a great nights sleep. Besides you can always tell me if i am posting too much
    with a emoticon I'm not always aware I am.
    Nolan1971
    Besides experimenting as you suggested do you suggest sites to learn photography tips?
    You inspire me:)
    Nolan1971
    I apologize about asking if anything was wrong I have complete faith in your honesty
    and won't ask anymore! :love:
    Nolan1971
    We are compatible the problem is I lost my true appreciation of free time you
    do so much running around for mom I would feel I earned it and it would be sweet!
    It is also much harder after 27 yrs of being around a lot of people in the workplace to all of a sudden have none.
    I want that sweet satisfaction of free time again but I have to work again first.
    Nolan1971
    I haven't really felt like I earned much of any over the last year and working does count as some of the contact
    as I really get close to some customers and employees. I need to feel useful like I'm making a difference
    Nolan1971
    In limited amounts all depending on how much time alone. I lose my appreciation of alone time
    unless I earn it work/etc. Then I treasure it!
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