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Recent content by apolloidolsice

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    too weird/autistic for love?

    I'm an 18AFAB/NB who's been thinking about love and the future lately. I am in a situationship with a girl who due to her religion and family probably won't go anywhere, and having her be kind enough to give me my first-ever kiss and let me "cop a feel" made me understand I want a future wife...
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    intense bullying?

    did anyone else get bullied extremely bad? I have been a social outcast my entire life and only after starting work at one of those "rehab"-esque workplaces that have diagnosed kids, troubled gang-member kids, and kids who have no grades at all. I have memories of being chased by a group of kids...
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    UPDATE: i hung out with her, unmasking and she didn't react neg.
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    sorry if i was rude. should i delete this thread? it seemed to not have gone my way and made people upset
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    this is a forum site. it's made for people to answer each other, people answering my post isn't unique or them being nice to me. and i said what i wanted. People have just decided to go the "love yourself" answer route instead of teaching me to mask
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    can i get actual answers and not what you'd hear in a wholesome family 90s sitcom?
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    i have currently befriended a girl, which is great. but the problem is she's 100% normal. Thin, blonde, pretty, feminine, etc. When I'm with her, I try to wear makeup, talk with a lighter tone (my grandma is race-mixed so i have tons of blood that make me more masculine than females from...
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    she's normal though. she'd react if i acted in an autistic manner
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    how to act normal around nonautistic/allistic/normal girls?

    i have currently befriended a girl, which is great. but the problem is she's 100% normal. Thin, blonde, pretty, feminine, etc. When I'm with her, I try to wear makeup, talk with a lighter tone (my grandma is race-mixed so i have tons of blood that make me more masculine than females from...
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    any other dweebs?

    hey there! i've liked anime since i was 12, and have probs finished like 10 "cute girls doing things" series. if anybody else like watamote, is the order a rabbit, blend s, gabriel drop out, hit me up!
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    How to become better at being a woman?

    I want to be accepted by society, so my true feelings don't really matter.
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    How to become better at being a woman?

    i am that, and i don't really want to be but since my parents wouldn't accept me being ftm i have to be
  13. apolloidolsice

    How to become better at being a woman?

    Yes, but it also has a look. Feminine and mother-like bodies (big breasts, butt, hips, etc) are inherently saying "I'm readier to have a baby much more than skinnier women's bodies do. And motherhood and pregnancy are inherently feminine and if your body is literally showing you want that more...
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    How to become better at being a woman?

    finally thank you!
  15. apolloidolsice

    How to become better at being a woman?

    finally thank you!
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