Im really getting used to writing these which means that I'm enjoying doing so
Wether it is for venting or just talking about my day, this little diary helps me cope with my daily happenings in a way and it's kinda fun just letting my brain take the reins and let things flow
I will try and start them with something nice or pretty that happened to me in the day, even if I had a less than spectacular one and something that I'm thankful for to try and focus on positivity a bit and not so much on the ugly things
I saw a male western tanager today! I had seen the female ones a couple of times before (the yellow bird with gray back and wings I spoke of in another post) but never a male and they're so pretty! Their heads are red (although the internet says it's orange) and they have yellow bodies and black wings
And I am thankful for being able to see the pretty bird I saw and no, this isn't cheating! Lol
Streamed again today, finally finished classic DOOM on ultra-violence, that episode 4 is HARD they crank the dial to eleven ... MILLION
Had a sandwich for lunch and ambrosia for dessert, ambrosia is that dessert with the marshmallows, coconut and fruit in it
I used to not like it much growing up but now I like it, I'm discovering that I have a sweet tooth after all and a strange new affinity with chocolate... Although I don't it eat much because it gives me acne
Speaking of chocolate I just ate a chocolate boli (pic related)
But they don't give me acne because they're basically frozen chocolate milk I think...
Been making some progress in Batman: Arkham Knight and now I'm trying to find as many secrets as I can which makes the game a bit more fun to play than when I played it the first time
Gave up on Skyrim AGAIN because I couldn't decide on a character and got tired of restarting it so much
I will also add my achievement of finishing DOOM because it makes me proud that I did
Kinda surprised that it's a rare achievement, maybe people don't play classic DOOM anymore
What else happened today? ... Not much
Oh yeah! I re-joined a discord server to work on the whole "being afraid of people being nice to me" situation and I will work on it here as well
I want to learn to accept that there's people out there who are nice because they like me
I want to learn to accept that I am capable of being liked by people because I used to think that I didn't deserve it but I do!
Two more things to work on to add to the list of many things I want to heal
At this rate it will take me a bunch of lifetimes to fix my heart
Wether it is for venting or just talking about my day, this little diary helps me cope with my daily happenings in a way and it's kinda fun just letting my brain take the reins and let things flow
I will try and start them with something nice or pretty that happened to me in the day, even if I had a less than spectacular one and something that I'm thankful for to try and focus on positivity a bit and not so much on the ugly things
I saw a male western tanager today! I had seen the female ones a couple of times before (the yellow bird with gray back and wings I spoke of in another post) but never a male and they're so pretty! Their heads are red (although the internet says it's orange) and they have yellow bodies and black wings
And I am thankful for being able to see the pretty bird I saw and no, this isn't cheating! Lol
Streamed again today, finally finished classic DOOM on ultra-violence, that episode 4 is HARD they crank the dial to eleven ... MILLION
Had a sandwich for lunch and ambrosia for dessert, ambrosia is that dessert with the marshmallows, coconut and fruit in it
I used to not like it much growing up but now I like it, I'm discovering that I have a sweet tooth after all and a strange new affinity with chocolate... Although I don't it eat much because it gives me acne
Speaking of chocolate I just ate a chocolate boli (pic related)
But they don't give me acne because they're basically frozen chocolate milk I think...
Been making some progress in Batman: Arkham Knight and now I'm trying to find as many secrets as I can which makes the game a bit more fun to play than when I played it the first time
Gave up on Skyrim AGAIN because I couldn't decide on a character and got tired of restarting it so much
I will also add my achievement of finishing DOOM because it makes me proud that I did
Kinda surprised that it's a rare achievement, maybe people don't play classic DOOM anymore
What else happened today? ... Not much
Oh yeah! I re-joined a discord server to work on the whole "being afraid of people being nice to me" situation and I will work on it here as well
I want to learn to accept that there's people out there who are nice because they like me
I want to learn to accept that I am capable of being liked by people because I used to think that I didn't deserve it but I do!
Two more things to work on to add to the list of many things I want to heal
At this rate it will take me a bunch of lifetimes to fix my heart
