Extreme Mood Swings

I was really happy and optimistic out of the blue this morning for a few hours yet all of a sudden, just cause of one episode of criminal minds and a few renditions of "Had Enough" by Breaking Benjamin, i'mat the total other extreme. Sleepy, irritable, extremely self-analytical. The 'nothing is wrong with you, you are just convincing yourself there is, and this is all the reasons why' and 'cut all of the not-perfect-ness out of you till its out' kind that comes with extreme anger that, oddly enough, prime reason here, will be shoved under the rug immediately, subconsciously, around family and work yet not around customers or bubba. Yeah that be why nothing can be wrong with me, it would be ****ing uniform if there was really something wrong with me. It'd be uniform no matter where i was, i'da gone insane or some **** ages ago. I'm just some selfish **** up who thinks i've got a ton of **** wrong with me. Can't even type right at the moment.