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I hate to write. I used to want to be a writer in highschool but I found it impossible to try to get my messages across and I gave up and swore off writing. Every time I read something I’ve written I cringe very hard. I hate the way I write. But I think that’s why I ought to do this. I’m not going to try to sound smart. I’m just going to talk. Hope y’all don’t mind. My interests revolve around nature - animals, rocks, and plants. Very interested in all three. I may or may not talk about those things here. I also am in a difficult transitional point in my life where I should be independent but can’t function on my own and I’ve been left without support a lot and it is scary. I might talk about that and I might not. I might not do another post and I might delete this one in five minutes. I guess I just don’t want to do anything that won’t bring anyone value and I feel not capable of providing something of value through writing. Here I am though at least for now. I’m calling this an experiment.